:'(... (Triggering)
Posted May 13th 2011 at 06:35 PM by Troubled_Heart
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO! MY MUM HAS ME TOTALLY SUSSED! SHE KNOWS THEYRE SELF HARM AND SHE KNOWS I THEN MOVED TO MY STOMACH! I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO! I FEEL LIKE CRYING! IM SOOOOOOOOO SCARED SHE'S GOING TO CHECK AND I'VE STOPPED FOR AGEEEEEES! I DON'T OVERLY NEED TO NOW, I KNOW MORE THAN EVER THAT I CAN'T! BUT IM SO STRESSED AND ITS THIS TYPE OF THING THAT MAKES ME NEED 2! I HATE MYSELF FOR ALL THIS! I HATE HER FOR TALKING ABOUT IT! I JUST HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT! I CAN'T HELP BUT WANT TO END IT ALL, I'M USELESS ANYWAY AND IF I GO TO HELL SCREW IT!... NOTHING BAD CAN COME FROM IT! IVE FAILED AS A DAUGHTER AND MY LIFE IS SHIT! I KNOW IF I SAID THE TRUTH I WOULD CUT MORE BECAUSE THAT'S JUST HOW I AM! I'M SO SCREWED UP AND I CAN'T EVEN TALK TO ANYONE, THE ONLY PERSON WHO KNOWS IS OFFLINE AND WHAT GOOD CAN SHE DO... I HATE WEEKENDS, I HATE SCHOOL, I HATE IT ALL! I NEED TO CRY BUT I KNOW I CAN'T! I KNOW THAT THE TV SHOW TONIGHT HAS SH IN IT! UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I NEED TO STOP ALL THIS! I NEED HER TO LEAVE ME ALONE BUT SHE CAN'T DROP IT AND I CAN'T HURT HER! SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIR SHIT!!!
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hey melissa
Sounds like you're going through a really hard time right now. I know how it feels, i've been there too. But I also know that you will get through all of this.
You don't need to end it all. You're not useless and you haven't failed. You're an amazing, beautiful person. I understand you can't cry, but when you do start to cry again, don't let it stop. Let it all out.
I'll always be here to listen to you, and I will always do my best to help you. I can only do that though if you let me. You don't have to, and if you don't want me to I completely understand.
I know you can get through all of this.
Lots of love,
Celine
xoxoPosted May 13th 2011 at 06:53 PM by AngelWithASecret -
Posted May 14th 2011 at 06:22 AM by Coffee.