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Started again... and it's worse this time (trig? im really not sure)
Posted May 17th 2011 at 07:54 PM by Troubled_Heart
so after like a month of quitting ive cut 2 days in a row... everything is triggering me, my biology lesson made me break down... I had to escape to the toilets... My cuts are getting much much deeper than before, if i cut any deeper I would be into a vein... i even dream of cutting and of blood and death... i cant stop, everytime i see a car i want to jump infront of it and let everything come to a peaceful end... i never thought it would get this bad, my grades are slipping, ive stopped talking to anyone but my real close friends and its a chore to get out of bed... l used to want to get up... i don't know what to do anymore, all i want is to feel good... and nothing seems to be working any longer... 
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Sweetie
I am sorry that things are so hard right now but they will get easier. They won't always be this hard.Sweetie you went a whole month without SHing thats a long time. You should be proud. So you slipped up. Just stop and try again i know you can do it 
I am always here if you need mePosted May 17th 2011 at 08:32 PM by Anatidaephobia
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Hang in there! Are you talking to anyone about this? I'm sorry everything is all happening at once, but just keep going, and you can make it through!
PM if you ever need.Posted May 18th 2011 at 04:38 AM by Coffee.
