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Posted May 13th 2011 at 07:35 PM by Troubled_Heart
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO! MY MUM HAS ME TOTALLY SUSSED! SHE KNOWS THEYRE SELF HARM AND SHE KNOWS I THEN MOVED TO MY STOMACH! I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO! I FEEL LIKE CRYING! IM SOOOOOOOOO SCARED SHE'S GOING TO CHECK AND I'VE STOPPED FOR AGEEEEEES! I DON'T OVERLY NEED TO NOW, I KNOW MORE THAN EVER THAT I CAN'T! BUT IM SO STRESSED AND ITS THIS TYPE OF THING THAT MAKES ME NEED 2! I HATE MYSELF FOR ALL THIS! I HATE HER FOR TALKING ABOUT IT! I JUST HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT! I CAN'T HELP BUT WANT TO END IT ALL, I'M USELESS ANYWAY AND IF I GO TO HELL SCREW IT!... NOTHING BAD CAN COME FROM IT! IVE FAILED AS A DAUGHTER AND MY LIFE IS SHIT! I KNOW IF I SAID THE TRUTH I WOULD CUT MORE BECAUSE THAT'S JUST HOW I AM! I'M SO SCREWED UP AND I CAN'T EVEN TALK TO ANYONE, THE ONLY PERSON WHO KNOWS IS OFFLINE AND WHAT GOOD CAN SHE DO... I HATE WEEKENDS, I HATE SCHOOL, I HATE IT ALL! I NEED TO CRY BUT I KNOW I CAN'T! I KNOW THAT THE TV SHOW TONIGHT HAS SH IN IT! UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I NEED TO STOP ALL THIS! I NEED HER TO LEAVE ME ALONE BUT SHE CAN'T DROP IT AND I CAN'T HURT HER! SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIR SHIT!!!
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hey melissa
Sounds like you're going through a really hard time right now. I know how it feels, i've been there too. But I also know that you will get through all of this.
You don't need to end it all. You're not useless and you haven't failed. You're an amazing, beautiful person. I understand you can't cry, but when you do start to cry again, don't let it stop. Let it all out.
I'll always be here to listen to you, and I will always do my best to help you. I can only do that though if you let me. You don't have to, and if you don't want me to I completely understand.
I know you can get through all of this.
Lots of love,
Celine
xoxoPosted May 13th 2011 at 07:53 PM by AngelWithASecret
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Hey there, it happens. Parents find out, things will change. Be ready to accept change. Maybe you can get help, and maybe by things coming out to parents, things will be able to be addressed and you'll be able to be happy.
Hang in there!Posted May 14th 2011 at 07:22 AM by Coffee.
