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Give Up (Triggering)
Posted April 12th 2011 at 10:48 AM by Troubled_Heart
Updated April 12th 2011 at 01:24 PM by Palmolive (Adding triggering prefix)
Updated April 12th 2011 at 01:24 PM by Palmolive (Adding triggering prefix)
I've failed... last night in bed I cut... I couldn't stop myself... I was in the dark and I had to imagine the blood but it felt so good... now I feel shit! 
I've let myself and everyone else down... but I just can't do it... I can't feel good when I don't cut... but I feel the same when I do... but the release, it feels like an orgasm, good at first and then just bad... I'm no good at life... I hate it and I'm not in the mood for talking but I have to go and work 
... i wish i was at school, at least it takes my mind off life...
I've let myself and everyone else down... but I just can't do it... I can't feel good when I don't cut... but I feel the same when I do... but the release, it feels like an orgasm, good at first and then just bad... I'm no good at life... I hate it and I'm not in the mood for talking but I have to go and work ... i wish i was at school, at least it takes my mind off life...
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Hey gorgeous,
One set back doesn't have to be a failure. Just use it to make yourself stronger, and stop again. You're a strong amazing person, and I know you can get through this. I'm thinking of you, and you can always message me if you want to talk. Chin up. <3Posted April 12th 2011 at 10:54 AM by Everglow.
