Fuck

I feel like shit! I hate my life... I get told to go shopping to get stuff and then blamed when I don't go to my volunteer placement bearing in ming I forgot because I got told to go shopping and then blamed... Everyone knows I can't remember anything! I'm such an idiot... and i just wasted £10 on stuff for scars, strech marks, dry skin etc... when I could have got something just for scars but stupid me didn't read the bloody bottle! God I'm just a prat! And what's more the oil STINKS so everyones guna notice it including mother and then she'll be like whats that and find everything out! I'm the stupidist person ever!!!!!!! And I just cut which just breaks the whole point of the fucking oil... I'm never going to be clear for summer... I wish I could just go die in a pit... or drown in the local river...