Today during exams

To make a long (and boring) story short...I just failed my IM3 exam. I dont need to know that math shit, all I ineed is statistics, but I needed to take IM3 and IM4 before I can take stats, so thats what Im doing, and to get scholarship money I need a B average throughout all 4 years of High School. Freshman yaer = 1 F (English), so that average went from B to C. This year (Junior) it's going to go from C to D...OMFGM! Ahhhh....listening to the Mamma Mia music that we arent doing for YTBN...aka "Honey Honey" etc.....So I have figured out two things this semester...one that Ms. Hal is a bitch, and two that Walz can be nice...the world really is coming to an end in two years...to bad I wont be old enough to drink yet...Dont really believe in the end of the world...but what ev. I hate bullshit...Im going to get bitched at hard core if I did fail it...GOD! how the hell did I get back to math? Erasing hurts, dont do it.....dont even ask, if you dont know what I mean, you dont need to. God Im all kinds of fucking crazy. and now my mp3 player died. singing in my head....Im all kinds of paranoid too! Seriously, someone can so much as look at me, and I start freaking...if my friends new this (or my parents) Id be fucking locked up...I hate my fucking life, just when it starts getting better, everything (and I mean everything) gets ripped to shreds. god, Im shaking...GOD! Why do I feel that I steal almost every chance of happiness Feiner gets? Seriously! She liked a guy from work, he liked (and still does) me! SHe starts to like someone, just to find out they like someone else, usually me (if she likes one of our guy friends)...God I sound conceited. My favorite lunch lady's husband died two days ago (Monday). He had heart cancer, but he didnt die from it. He died from the fucking surgery taht was supposed to save his fucking life! Why does God hate me and the people I love? YOu know what I love? When I show my mom all the fucking signs, and she says Im just trying to get attention. I fuckiing told her that Im scared to go to sleep, because I see shadows and Im worried I wont wake up. She told me taht Im fucking 17 and that I need to grow up. Just because she has night terrors, my whatever means nothing! Last night I saw something slink across my floor, like my cats do. But my door was closed and my cats were downstairs. Today I saw one of my best friends going to hit me. She raised her hand and everything, but the next thing I know, shes reaching into her backpack. No one else say it, she didnt even do it, but I fucking saw her! WTFIWWM?????