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The life and lies of the so called schizoaffective, paranoid enby, Raphael.
If you don't know what that means, look it up. I hate myself.
If you don't know what that means, look it up. I hate myself.
Tension and other things.
Posted June 19th 2011 at 09:47 AM by The Darkness
I renewed this blog.
I made it new, fresh, and strangely reminding me of white, padded rooms, which is not good 'cause those things scare me.
And reminds me that my sister is always saying to my mom in a non joking way, that she needs to get me into one of those rooms. How rude is that?
Anyways, since I last posted, I've given up on fear the obsession. It's more of a cannot forget this now.
Sometimes I wonder if I intentionally trigger myself of that, like smelling that essence, or hearing those songs.
I'm sorry, am I being too vague?
I'll post about that later.
So I recently got back my old computer back. It doesn't work correctly, but if I plug it into the tv, it works.
Which means I can't go on this site until everyone's asleep, which really kills my fight with insomnia.
But I found lots of interesting things, like an old blog that details some things. I'm gonna update it soon, and I'll post the link if anyone wants to see.
If anyone really reads this.
Anyways, I realized that I don't really post on this blog because 1) I can't with everyone about, and 2) because I realize I don't really trust forums after...that.
I'll post that later too.
Ooh, my pits smell good for once.
Is that TMI?
Crap, my earbuds are breaking.
I also found I have a LiveJournal, Post that later too.
Crazy things.
Ah shit, now I forgot everything I was going to post. Hate it when that happens.
I made it new, fresh, and strangely reminding me of white, padded rooms, which is not good 'cause those things scare me.
And reminds me that my sister is always saying to my mom in a non joking way, that she needs to get me into one of those rooms. How rude is that?
Anyways, since I last posted, I've given up on fear the obsession. It's more of a cannot forget this now.
Sometimes I wonder if I intentionally trigger myself of that, like smelling that essence, or hearing those songs.
I'm sorry, am I being too vague?
I'll post about that later.
So I recently got back my old computer back. It doesn't work correctly, but if I plug it into the tv, it works.
Which means I can't go on this site until everyone's asleep, which really kills my fight with insomnia.
But I found lots of interesting things, like an old blog that details some things. I'm gonna update it soon, and I'll post the link if anyone wants to see.
If anyone really reads this.
Anyways, I realized that I don't really post on this blog because 1) I can't with everyone about, and 2) because I realize I don't really trust forums after...that.
I'll post that later too.
Ooh, my pits smell good for once.
Is that TMI?
Crap, my earbuds are breaking.
I also found I have a LiveJournal, Post that later too.
Crazy things.
Ah shit, now I forgot everything I was going to post. Hate it when that happens.
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