Was doing some thinking yesterday in the shower, because don't a lot of people think in the shower?

I remembered the night I got promoted from 8th grade, basically a graduation but the school didn't call it that because it's only from middle school, not for high school. My family came. Originally, many of them weren't supposed to because we were only allowed a certain amount of tickets, but the person who handled the tickets knew me and liked me so we got more. I wore a dress and...

I've been gone again, because a while back, my grandmother died. This has only added to the emotional stress in the house, as well as make my grandfathers heart cold.
Because of the arguements we've been getting in, I've been avoiding this site like the plague in shame of what I've been doing to myself. Its gotten worse. Way worse.
Today, my arms hold bruises from bitemarks, as well as scratches from the sharp edges of broken plastic hangers. Theres also a bleeding scratch on my neck....