No, I didn't get married today. But today was a day I've really been waiting for; We finally ordered my Wedding dress today!

Mom helped me take my measurements, and then we placed the order. I'm so excited, I can't wait for it to arrive. The only thing that sucks is how long I have to wait; the dress is being custom-made to fit my measurements, and the seamstress lives in the UK, so it'll take about 6 weeks for me to get the dress. I really hate that mom made me wait...

I am so pissed right now I can't even believe it. Here's what's going on.

As I said throughout my previous blog entry, I really need to get moving; I have to get my Wedding planned, I've only got 5 months until the big day. However, my mom has been very rude about the whole thing ever since I got engaged. She insists that I'm still a child, and she keeps telling me everything I want for this Wedding is not only wrong, but stupid. I want her help here, but she has not lifted a finger...

I go for a prom dress at the first week of April.
I want to wear a short dress. I'm NOT letting my scars stop me from that, unless of course I fall in love with a long dress.
I'm buying my first pair of shorts since elementary school this summer if I find a pair that looks good on me. I'm NOT Letting my scars stop me. Self image maybe.
But I just cut again. My one last hoorah before my mom sees my thighs and I can't anymore. I'll tell her that they're from before I sent her...