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Posted April 26th 2021 at 06:25 PM by SunShine2002
So, today I got my first tattoo and it wasn't that bad. At least that is what I am telling myself because I am afraid that the only reason I was ok with it because I liked the pain. The tattoo is on my wrist and it felt like I was hurting myself again and now in my head, it feels like that is an ok thing to do and I want more.
The tattoo I got means a lot to me but now all I want to do is hurt myself, it gave me that feeling back and it felt good. Is it weird to say I have missed it?
All those thoughts of relapsing are coming straight back and the buffer I had before of being so far clean is gone and I don't really care. The one thing that is keeping me from doing anything is the fact if I relapse my friend probably will and I don't want that.
The tattoo I got means a lot to me but now all I want to do is hurt myself, it gave me that feeling back and it felt good. Is it weird to say I have missed it?
All those thoughts of relapsing are coming straight back and the buffer I had before of being so far clean is gone and I don't really care. The one thing that is keeping me from doing anything is the fact if I relapse my friend probably will and I don't want that.
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