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Posted March 9th 2021 at 01:08 PM by SunShine2002
I have a question for those of you who have been here.
How do you explain to people around you what is going on in your head? Everyone around me wants me to be honest with them. They ask how I am and I want to answer honestly but the problem is I know they will just worry.
My answer now is that I don't want to live. This isn't me actively planning and taking action but the basic answer is I don't want to live. I don't want to be here and people get really concerned about this rightly so. I get why, I am just so frustrated. I want to talk to people about what is going on but I don't know who to talk to without really concerning them. I am just about to get some freedom back after last week, I am allowed to leave the house now. However, I can see that being taken away if I tell the truth but at the same time if I am not honest then the same thing could happen. I feel so stuck.
How do you explain to people around you what is going on in your head? Everyone around me wants me to be honest with them. They ask how I am and I want to answer honestly but the problem is I know they will just worry.
My answer now is that I don't want to live. This isn't me actively planning and taking action but the basic answer is I don't want to live. I don't want to be here and people get really concerned about this rightly so. I get why, I am just so frustrated. I want to talk to people about what is going on but I don't know who to talk to without really concerning them. I am just about to get some freedom back after last week, I am allowed to leave the house now. However, I can see that being taken away if I tell the truth but at the same time if I am not honest then the same thing could happen. I feel so stuck.
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You could explain that there's a difference between not wanting to be here and wanting to take your life. It helped my mom, knowing that there's a difference and not wanting to live doesn't necessarily mean suicide. You could also write or type your thoughts out and share them if you find that easier.Posted March 9th 2021 at 02:16 PM by hocus pocus
