So life is still winning at the moment. I am on holiday with my family at the moment with hardly any internet and no signal miles away from home and am hating every moment of it. On top of that things are still awkward between me any my dad. My ex-boyfriend and 'best' friend has started dating a girl who he used to go out with (this girl almost led him to comit suicide and if it was not for me and another friend he probably would not be here today) and there is nothing I can do about it because...