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Posted April 26th 2009 at 12:55 AM by SummerTiger
Feeling good these days, much much better than usual. Hope to keep it up. I think the fog's finally going away. That, however, made me to to one conclusion that's being very annoying right now and won't leave my head. So I'll write it out.
Okay. No melodramatics. Trying to be honest. One. Two. Three. Go.
I can't let go of the past. Never have I thought I'd be experiencing a problem I've always looked down upon. I've always disrespected the issue of not being able to let go of past events for one simple reason: why would anyone ever want to live an illusion when the present is right here, yours to take and enjoy. Well, here I am. Karma's a bitch.
How do I let go?! I keep dreaming of my past, I keep wishing I were in the past. It's seriously preventing me from moving forward and planning for the future. Dangit. Alright. Step one: don't go into depression (don't know what causes what, the depression triggering nostalgia or vice versa, but depression usually makes me even more 'sleepy and stupid'... don't even ask why I'm quoting Lewis Carrol). Step two: I'll think of that later.
So. All my thoughts are out in the open... Feels good, as usual. What would I do without TH?
Feeling happily neutral (even a bit on the optimistic side, wow),
-Tiger
P.S. To anyone who will read this, virtual hugs!
Okay. No melodramatics. Trying to be honest. One. Two. Three. Go.
I can't let go of the past. Never have I thought I'd be experiencing a problem I've always looked down upon. I've always disrespected the issue of not being able to let go of past events for one simple reason: why would anyone ever want to live an illusion when the present is right here, yours to take and enjoy. Well, here I am. Karma's a bitch.
How do I let go?! I keep dreaming of my past, I keep wishing I were in the past. It's seriously preventing me from moving forward and planning for the future. Dangit. Alright. Step one: don't go into depression (don't know what causes what, the depression triggering nostalgia or vice versa, but depression usually makes me even more 'sleepy and stupid'... don't even ask why I'm quoting Lewis Carrol). Step two: I'll think of that later.
So. All my thoughts are out in the open... Feels good, as usual. What would I do without TH?
Feeling happily neutral (even a bit on the optimistic side, wow),
-Tiger
P.S. To anyone who will read this, virtual hugs!
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