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Mom Coming Home Today
Posted March 22nd 2009 at 08:10 PM by SummerTiger
As described in my previous blog entry, I've made up my mind to tell my mom of the emotional pain I'm still going through. Well.... mom's coming home today. She's going to be home late, so the conversation will have to wait until tomorrow. I realize that I can't postpone it from one day to the next every day, but this time I'm doing it because my mom will be exhausted and won't be in any state to deal with what I've been waiting to tell her.... I'm also hoping she'd respond.... better if she's rested. Silly, I know, because the rational part of my brain keeps repeating that my mom will not criticize me for my feelings, but still.......old habits die hard. And even if I want to latch onto the addictive opportunity to continue putting off this talk for weeks on end, I've already set the date. And on Monday, I WILL confess the way I'm feeling. Because I shouldn't be ashamed. I shouldn't be afraid. 
One step at a time.
One step at a time.
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WOW, your brave. I admire you and good luck.Posted March 23rd 2009 at 12:34 AM by .Sarah.
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Thank you. It's so hard to be brave. At least I made the first step.Posted April 4th 2009 at 07:49 PM by SummerTiger
