Obviously life hasn't been fantastic lately.

My abusive dad found out about my cutting. That was freaking FaBuLoUs. My parents chucked me into counseling. Whatever...

I've been more depressed and suicidal than anyone ever should be...

I don't really know what else to say...

Smile, I'm sure as hell trying (& failing)...

I haven't posted a thread or anything in here for a while because not only have I been super busy, but I've also been happy. For the first time in sooooo long. Here's what's been going down with me:

1. I have stopped self-harming due to an insane realization the other night. But that is another story for another time. Or maybe another blog for tomorrow.

2.Me and the guy I'm in love with are together once more and I could not be happier.

3. Me and my dad...