No choice

So ya.
decision made.
wasnt so hard after all.
I will give them what they want.
No matter what the cost to me.
They dont care.
So i will talk.
then i will leave.
after i give my evidence.
i wont have a family.
i wont have friends.
i dont want them.
they made their choice.
so i told them i would do this.
then i will leave them.
they dont belive me.
but i will.
i will never forgive them.
they forced my hand.
so i will walk into the court room.
i will face him.
but i will never forget.
they didnt give me a choice.
i wanted a choice.
i wanted them to support me.
to say even if i didnt do it.
they would still love me.
I DIDNT ASK FOR ABUSE.
i just wanted a choice.
not one.
not even one person.
stood up and said it was my descision.
so this i will do for them.
but i will walk out of that courtroom.
on my own.
and i will stay on my own.
I HATE YOU FOR THIS