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This is probably just gonna be me ranting for the end of time 
I cut today...
Well.... First off HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY
....
Yeah. I cut today.
I've been off it for two months.
But I cut today.
And it felt good.
No, it felt sick
So what if I was on the edge the whole day??
So what if my girlfriend said she didn't care at the moment to go ahead....
I should've been stronger.
I'm weak.
I gave in to something as stupid as harming myself...
I slipped...
No one is strong enough to help me back up...
What do I do??
It's not like she doesn't care...
It's just that she has her own, much worse problems...
than a relapse.
And I what I think the trigger is
is stupid...
I'm with my father's family....
They remind me of my dad.....
Stupid, right?
Yeah.....
....
Yeah. I cut today.
I've been off it for two months.
But I cut today.
And it felt good.
No, it felt sick
So what if I was on the edge the whole day??
So what if my girlfriend said she didn't care at the moment to go ahead....
I should've been stronger.
I'm weak.
I gave in to something as stupid as harming myself...
I slipped...
No one is strong enough to help me back up...
What do I do??
It's not like she doesn't care...
It's just that she has her own, much worse problems...
than a relapse.
And I what I think the trigger is
is stupid...
I'm with my father's family....
They remind me of my dad.....
Stupid, right?
Yeah.....
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