i just want to say thank you to every one here that you guys really made a difference <3 it was a comfort knowing i could come here and be acepted as who i am. also goodbye agin i wouldnt have made it this far without you!
stay strong, stronger than i am <3

Scars *sigh* the only thing i hate more is people who tell you they are there for you and dont mean it -.-" why is it so hard? sometimes i wish i had the guts to drive the steel just a little deeper let it bleed for just a little bit longer. These are the times when you go lose the bad thoughts in good ones with your best friend, to bad mine bailed. The only thing keeping me going is Casey and now she cant get online because her dad shut down their internet. Just my luck. mean while my mom...

Right now I wish I had a guitar, actually knew how to play that guitar, and somewhere to go crazy on it. Holy he'll I hate insomnia. I wish I was like my mom who can fall asleep at 8:00pm. There are so many things I want to do, I wish I would just stay motivated enough to actually do them. I need some inspiration, I hate writers block O.O I said hate alot here xP well I love the night, music, and my friend. Casey I hope things get better with Alex sorry I am completely random ...

she never slows down
she doesnt know why but she knows
that when shes all alone feels like its all coming down
she wont turn around
the shadows are long and she fears that if she crys that first tear
the tears will not stop
raining down

- stand in the rain by superchic[k]

i sit there
staring
unmoving as a rock
as i watch you
catting
giggling
enjoying the company of your other classmates
oh how you've changed!
we used to be closer than the sun and sky
inseperable
we were woven
a mess of the strings that make life
all tangled
now i watch you finding others
others to send your strings into
and im scared
you know everything about me
and me you
how could you just...

i came for support, i cut and have for almost a year and i want to stop. please help?