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Posted May 16th 2009 at 02:15 AM by s_tor_m (Mentality of Tor)
Today has just been an overall stressful day.
Things with my best friend have been shaky, and that in itself has made this whole week hard.
I'm about 96% sure I failed my chemistry test, which will only bring my grade down even more. Which I can hardly afford right now. In fact just now as I was typing this, my mom came in my room with a letter from the school saying I'm in danger of failing, with graduation just 3 weeks away.
Once the bell rang to go home,...
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Posted May 7th 2009 at 06:34 AM by s_tor_m (Mentality of Tor)
I haven't been my motorcycle since December when I last dropped it. It was a few days after getting my license and I simply lost control for a split second. But that's all it takes. When I got home that day, my dad was pretty pissed that I dumped the bike and that only added to the guilt. So since then, I haven't picked up my bike in fear of doing more damage to it.
When I got home, I walked past the motorcycle and I felt pretty bad for neglecting it for so long. So I got back on,...
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Posted May 4th 2009 at 04:14 AM by s_tor_m (Mentality of Tor)
The other day, I got a request from a friend to keep her company at a wedding. Despite the fact that I don't particularly enjoy weddings, I agreed to go since I knew the bride. (...and of course since I wasn't going to prom, my Saturday was wide open) So we get there and as I'm sitting there, I realize that the reason I don't fully enjoy weddings is because every one I go to is essentially the same....
As the bride walks down the isle, everyone marvels at how beautiful she looks, and...
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Posted April 28th 2009 at 05:04 PM by s_tor_m (Mentality of Tor)
Hello All 
So I'm a bit confused about something. Background info: There's this guy that lives down the street from me, who I haven't really ever talked to. Just a guy I've known since 2nd grade, but wasn't his friend or anything. Just another kid in my class. Okay so for the past four nights in a row, I've had a dream with him in it. The first night, he didn't say anything, he was just there. (like a background character.) Next night, he said a couple things, and was present...
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Posted April 27th 2009 at 12:21 AM by s_tor_m (Mentality of Tor)
...gotta love 'em. Every time I whip out the old video camera and search for dust collecting tapes, I prepare myself for uncontrollable laughter. (things like my brother dancing in his underwear to "Tequila", or the four of us kids jumping on furniture and breaking lamps while our parents were on a date...just to name a few) I love the feeling I get when I see my old favorite toy (for me it was my bumble ball) or a shirt I used to wear all the time. I think that's the feeling of Home,...
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Posted April 22nd 2009 at 11:41 PM by s_tor_m (Mentality of Tor)
I've been getting into these "zombie" like states more and more often at school. Almost everyday I doze off in my classes or I'll stare off into nothing for the entire period. It's so hard for me to focus on school these days, especially with graduation right around the corner. The things they're teaching are either things I already know or just seem so irrelevant. (Who really needs to know what the square root of pi is?) Most of the time I'll just put my head down and let my mind wander...
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Posted April 22nd 2009 at 04:09 AM by s_tor_m (Mentality of Tor)
Growing up, I was always known as "that girl who never talks". Always have, and probably always will. As a young child, I was your typical shy, little girl. Nobody ever really questioned it, I mean, everyone is shy around strangers right? I talked to my family just like any other kid, however when I got to my first year of school my parents quickly realized that I wasn't simply acting shy. In fact, throughout the entire school I only talked to one single person, my best friend. Both my...
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Posted April 20th 2009 at 04:20 AM by s_tor_m (Mentality of Tor)
So I've decided to start blogging. I've never done it before, and I have no idea as to what kind of an audience will even read it, but I thought I would give it a go. I'm tired of complaining to everyone, especially my friends, so I figure I could complain to myself, and if anybody cares to read well then that's on them.
Last Friday, (2 days ago), I went with some boy scouts to do a service project up a lake/campsite area where we planted trees and such. While we were there, my dad...
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