I'm so sorry *trig*
Posted March 31st 2012 at 07:25 PM by Riddikulus
A lad I know killed himself last night, and while i haven't spoken to him in years i'm just sitting here crying.
It makes me think of everyone I miss and how much much I miss Peter and wish I had been there that night and done something and maybe it wouldn't have happened.
It makse me think about what if it was me, why can't it be me, would anyone actually care.
I'm so so sorry..
It makes me think of everyone I miss and how much much I miss Peter and wish I had been there that night and done something and maybe it wouldn't have happened.
It makse me think about what if it was me, why can't it be me, would anyone actually care.
I'm so so sorry..
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Posted March 31st 2012 at 07:37 PM by ilovecountrymusic -
It's okay to cry lovely. Even if you don't talk much its a shock and it's fine to be emotional. Of course it will bring back memories and trigger some not so nice ones, but hun, you did loads and did all you could. It is not your fault. Chances are it wouldn't have changed the outcome. You're not to blame. Keep your chin up.
I would care an awful lot if it was you. So much. Honestly, you are amazing, Charli. You don't deserve to feel like this and I wish I could make it all better for you, I really do. I'm sending lots of hugs your way, you can make it through this. xPosted March 31st 2012 at 07:41 PM by Everglow. -
Posted March 31st 2012 at 08:30 PM by blumemusik♫ -
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