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Trying is too hard... *trig*

Posted September 7th 2011 at 06:32 PM by Riddikulus

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Everything is so hard for me lately, my bf is going through a really hard time with illness in his family and i know i need to be there for him and to support him; but then i can hardly look after myself and support myself at the moment let alone support him too. I'm trying my hardest but i feel like i'm not helping at all.
With everything thats going on with him at the moment i'm so selfish especially with being in hospital recently for an attempt, but i can't help feeling so bad, all i want to do lately is cut and hurt.... I'm not strong enough to do this, I want to give up....

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