Argh Charli...why can't you get it right...
Posted June 14th 2011 at 11:14 AM by Riddikulus
I don't even know whats going on with me lately, i just feel so distant and confused. I don't understand myself anymore, let alone anyone else understanding me. I'm trying to hard to stay calm and composed through everything, to stay strong and tell myself it will be okay in the end: but i'm slowly losing this battle, i can't hold on for much longer, i'm breaking.
Watching my boyfriend try to change for me and trying to help me is tearing me apart, i feel so selfish asking this of him: but yet he's willing to do it....i can't decide with doing this or just going would be more selfish, i know which one i want to do, but i don't want to hurt people.....argh Charli you're such a fail...learn to do it right or just stop....
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Posted June 14th 2011 at 11:41 AM by ~*Rach*~ -
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Posted June 14th 2011 at 01:30 PM by WhisperingSilence