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Family....Friends... I'm sorry.... *triggering*

Posted April 22nd 2011 at 03:00 PM by Riddikulus

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I'm sorry for being here.. i'm sorry for being in the way.. for messing up your lives ... i will go, because you won't miss me. You won't care, in fact you would hardly notice... it show how much of a good family we are eh!?
I am soo sorry for hurting you friends .. i never meant to... i should go before it causes more pain... me and my messed up head, as they call it... because according to them i am useless and have no reason for this.

I guess that's it then.. it can't be them, it must be me, i'm messed up and hurting.. because they tried all they could with me in the past!? Yeah!
So i'm just going to go, quietly, and just fade away slowly....

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1. 	you dont have to go anywhere, i will miss you, i will care. i would notice. i know im not family but this site and everyone on this site is family.and as your part of this site that means your part of thiis sites family.
   	Posted April 22nd 2011 at 08:37 PM by WhisperingSilence

2. Your an amazing, beautiful wonderful person Charli, and you are never to blame for the abuse and mistreatment that you have suffered. Lyd is right, we seem to be acting like your real family, the only way you can hurt us so bad is to give in to your struggle and pain and the words that these people grind you down to... And you won't go quietly, you will never fade away from our hearts and minds, and if you died, it would be a permanent empty scarred void in our hearts and soul... Please hang in there

   Posted April 23rd 2011 at 02:46 PM by Guardian_Angel

3. Sweetie, you don't have to go anywhere. We will miss you. You are so important to us here and your friends. We don't want you to go quietly. You don't mess up their lives. It's only because they dont really understand and thats hard but we do and i know how hard it is but you are strong. You dont have to be sorry you are amazing, sweet, kind, caring, loving, friendly, fun and much more :] You don't hurt anyone sweetie Stay string you can do this I am always here if you need me <3

   Posted April 23rd 2011 at 05:33 PM by Anatidaephobia

4. 	Charli I love you so much. You're a precious girl with a really sweet heart. I'd miss you so terribly and it would always hurt me to know that you didn't stick around to find the beauty this world has to offer you
   	Posted April 23rd 2011 at 10:05 PM by Blair

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