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Posted December 15th 2010 at 04:46 PM by Reflections
Aparently you can't put prefixes on blogs, oh well, I tried my best ahaha...
This is a vent I just did, also posted in the screaming thread, thought I'd post it here since it's pretty much a blog entry in my eyes... Get ready >.>
I've fucking had it honestly!~ I ahte being alone, I hate having to lay in my room in the dark by myself. I hate it! I hate seeing you with that guy, I don't even know him but I hate him because he has you and I don't! I just wish I could have you... Honestly...Why do I ahve to be pt through this?! I haven't done ANYHTING wrong have I?! I love, I care, I'm here for everyone, yet in the end I get fucked over EVERY time! I've almost had it with helping people because people don't bother returning the favour and I can't take it!~ I hate hleping people, than I go to them when I'm not doing well, THEY IGNORE ME! LIKE WTF?! I was there for you, nice to know your there for me... NOT! FUCK! I hate this!
As for J(not on TH, person in real life aka, ex) I DON'T LIKE YOU! Stp trying to fucking ccontact me, because I'm not answering! Email me all you like, but I'm done with you. You caused me so much pain, I hate you! I am NOT EVER going to talk to you again, or see you. I hate you and I don't want to talk, even though you have it set in your mind we're best friends, HAVE YOU SEE THE SIGNS?! HONEST! FUCK!
This is going better than I thought... ^^;
It's not my fucking fault I was born in the wrong body... Yet everyone I talk to, DESPISES me! Honestly?! Why is it so hard to love anther human who is different... Well fuck you too... I just want someone to love, and someone to love me back, but because of who I am, it's impossible... No one wants to be with someone like me... No one wants to have to deal with trans issues or anything... Well fuck you. I'll find someone someday... Maybe... UGH!
Now if your still reading, ya... I just hate this... Things aren't going so great and christmas time kills because I'm alone, it's getting dark(I have SAD) so everything is just piling on top of each other and it's killing me... Just bleh. I can't stand this.
This is a vent I just did, also posted in the screaming thread, thought I'd post it here since it's pretty much a blog entry in my eyes... Get ready >.>
I've fucking had it honestly!~ I ahte being alone, I hate having to lay in my room in the dark by myself. I hate it! I hate seeing you with that guy, I don't even know him but I hate him because he has you and I don't! I just wish I could have you... Honestly...Why do I ahve to be pt through this?! I haven't done ANYHTING wrong have I?! I love, I care, I'm here for everyone, yet in the end I get fucked over EVERY time! I've almost had it with helping people because people don't bother returning the favour and I can't take it!~ I hate hleping people, than I go to them when I'm not doing well, THEY IGNORE ME! LIKE WTF?! I was there for you, nice to know your there for me... NOT! FUCK! I hate this!
As for J(not on TH, person in real life aka, ex) I DON'T LIKE YOU! Stp trying to fucking ccontact me, because I'm not answering! Email me all you like, but I'm done with you. You caused me so much pain, I hate you! I am NOT EVER going to talk to you again, or see you. I hate you and I don't want to talk, even though you have it set in your mind we're best friends, HAVE YOU SEE THE SIGNS?! HONEST! FUCK!
This is going better than I thought... ^^;
It's not my fucking fault I was born in the wrong body... Yet everyone I talk to, DESPISES me! Honestly?! Why is it so hard to love anther human who is different... Well fuck you too... I just want someone to love, and someone to love me back, but because of who I am, it's impossible... No one wants to be with someone like me... No one wants to have to deal with trans issues or anything... Well fuck you. I'll find someone someday... Maybe... UGH!
Now if your still reading, ya... I just hate this... Things aren't going so great and christmas time kills because I'm alone, it's getting dark(I have SAD) so everything is just piling on top of each other and it's killing me... Just bleh. I can't stand this.
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It's hard to find someone who will love you for how you are not what you are. And when it comes down to it there are people out there who willl. Now, especially because it is the holiday season, it's more stressful to be alone. But eventually you will find someone who accepts you. It's hard to believe, but that person is out there somewhere.Posted December 18th 2010 at 04:20 PM by palmtoptiger
