Pressure!!

Hi guys. Um, I don't really know what to write but yeah what evs.. I don't understand the point of life as I've mentioned in previous blog posts. One of the hardships we face as teenagers is the constant amount of work and doubt around us. It gets to a point where you can't cope because you have all these adults around you dictating what you're going to do and what you should do. It's crazy - Whatever happened to; 'It's your life, do as you please'. That does NOT apply to any teenager, AT ALL. And that is pathetic. When you're a teenager, you're at cross roads, your teenage years are supposed to dictate how good a life you live as years go on. So, if that's the case and if this time is as precious as people preach it to be then why do I feel like I have no control over what goes on around me and even within my own mind?! It may be just me that feels this way but I must say, I highly doubt it! There was this time in my life (a couple of years back) where people would come to ME for advice! Actually, that happens now too! Imagine that, the person that has lost all sense of emotion and control is the one people seek advice from. I am not angered by that, I'm just shocked. I don't know why a person would want my advice - I think it may be because I'm so good at keeping a smile on my face and pretending everything's well. Usually, when a person says something is good about themselves they would say 'I don't mean to be big headed' but in this case all though I'm so good at it, I don't at all consider 'not being transparent' a good thing. Maybe that's how I've gotten where I am today. Yeah, maybe.




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