I was going to write this brilliant blog entry but let's just leave it as I can't keep my head above water much longer. It's like I'm drowning in my own mind. I'm tired and constantly low and constantly wanting to cry and hurt myself and die and just give up. I've just been low all the time lately. And I can't even figure out how to make myself better or drag myself out of it or what anyone else can do to help. Nobody else...

I never liked my hair. But I was used to it. I had it quite long, not like, shoulder length or anything like that, just normal I guess. Unfortunately, it's really thick, so I almost always look like I have a crash helmet on
Got a haircut, mostly just thinning, a little shorter.

I dont remember the last time my hair was this short. As if mirrors weren't triggering enough already. Didnt like it before, but I just got used to it. Never gonna have the confidence to our stuff...

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Anyone who knows me knows that I've been having issues with my phone for a good while now. It's an iPhone 3GS. The little switch that controls silent/ring mode is broken, when you switch to silent it vibrates once to let you know. Because this switch is broken, the phone will vibrate repeatedly when there is nothing touching it until you hit it off something or switch it to loud for a while.
Because it's an old model, it doesn't support the new iOS 7 which most of my apps have been updated

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My friends tell me all of these cool stories about the things they do. And even stories that I shouldn't approve of but I wish I could do and get away with anyway. Going to parties, hanging out with friends, hell, even drinking and shoplifting and getting away with both. Buying this and that, getting tattoos/piercings, dying their hair. Getting new cars. Doing all of these good things for the community. Getting some award.

Having some talent. They all sing, dance, do something. Because...

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TeenHelp Newsletter #47 - February 15th 2014 - http://www.teenhelp.org

Welcome to the TeenHelp Newsletter! Our Newsletter contains a lot of useful information about our current work, including updates to our site and services, work with our partners and affiliates, details of upcoming events, short...

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Well. First off I think I will PM Rob about removing my buddy status. It might not be the most important position, but I feel bad when I'm not putting in the time someone else might. Its not that I don't want to be here, but when I have good days I don't want to come on here and get triggered.

Second, Febuary 14th tomorrow. A day that I thought would just be triggering. Now I'm just confused.

First of, this isn't me feeling sorry for myself, it's a fact pure and...

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Man, I'm really hopeless at keeping a blog lately.

My toothache got so bad that I went to the hospital today to get pain relief. It's now being managed, and apparently I have a loose filling and a mild infection. I'm home now, of course, and taking the pain killers because when I don't, it's crazy sore.

I've been playing Flappy Bird. My highest score so far is 38.

They're decreasing my escitalopram from 40 mg back to 20 mg because I'm "getting elevated",...