Anyone who knows me knows that I've been having issues with my phone for a good while now. It's an iPhone 3GS. The little switch that controls silent/ring mode is broken, when you switch to silent it vibrates once to let you know. Because this switch is broken, the phone will vibrate repeatedly when there is nothing touching it until you hit it off something or switch it to loud for a while.
Because it's an old model, it doesn't support the new iOS 7 which most of my apps have been updated

...

My friends tell me all of these cool stories about the things they do. And even stories that I shouldn't approve of but I wish I could do and get away with anyway. Going to parties, hanging out with friends, hell, even drinking and shoplifting and getting away with both. Buying this and that, getting tattoos/piercings, dying their hair. Getting new cars. Doing all of these good things for the community. Getting some award.

Having some talent. They all sing, dance, do something. Because...

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TeenHelp Newsletter #47 - February 15th 2014 - http://www.teenhelp.org

Welcome to the TeenHelp Newsletter! Our Newsletter contains a lot of useful information about our current work, including updates to our site and services, work with our partners and affiliates, details of upcoming events, short...

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There are two scheduled discussions on the topic of dealing with triggers in the Chat Room for users to seek advice and share thoughts and ideas! The first discussion will be held at 8pm UK time (GMT) and the second will be held at 8pm Central US time (CST). All you have to do to take ...

Well. First off I think I will PM Rob about removing my buddy status. It might not be the most important position, but I feel bad when I'm not putting in the time someone else might. Its not that I don't want to be here, but when I have good days I don't want to come on here and get triggered.

Second, Febuary 14th tomorrow. A day that I thought would just be triggering. Now I'm just confused.

First of, this isn't me feeling sorry for myself, it's a fact pure and...

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There are two scheduled discussions on the topic of sexual health in the Chat Room for users to seek advice and share thoughts and ideas! The first discussion will be held at 8pm UK time (GMT) and the second will be held at 8pm Central US time (CST). All you have to do to take part is log into...

Man, I'm really hopeless at keeping a blog lately.

My toothache got so bad that I went to the hospital today to get pain relief. It's now being managed, and apparently I have a loose filling and a mild infection. I'm home now, of course, and taking the pain killers because when I don't, it's crazy sore.

I've been playing Flappy Bird. My highest score so far is 38.

They're decreasing my escitalopram from 40 mg back to 20 mg because I'm "getting elevated",...

Fuck
Why can't I be a good writer
Why can't I put my feelings into words
I wish I could say how amazing your eyes are, how amazing your nose is
And oh god your smile
Why can't I put into words how I feel about you
So someone
Anyone
Would understand how fucking insane I'm going
But all I can say is this
Sometimes I want to reach over and grab your hand
And sometimes it's 4am on a Tuesday
And my heart is beating...

I haven't been on here for ages, while my life is busier, I'm falling apart more. Since starting uni in September I've had 4 hospital trip which have involved getting stitches after Self-Harm. I keep being refered to mental health teams but getting knocked out of the system and my GP doesn't know why.
I had to see the crisis team, they keep trying to put me on meds and I'm refusing to take them.... I don't want to be here...I can't cope anymore.

I miss you when I'm alone at night. When the world is asleep. When the moon and stars are out. I remember how we stayed up gazing at them, making wishes that we'd hope would come true one day. I miss you when I'm alone at night, when every thought I have is of you. I miss you when I'm alone at night, I miss your arms around me, legs tangled together, hands entertwined, my head on your chest, listening to your heartbeat.

I miss you when I'm awake. It doesn't matter where I am, it doesn't...