“Pills and potions

We’re overdosing

I’m angry but I still love you

Pills and potions

We’re overdosing

Can’t stand it, but I still love you”

Well, things are starting to looking up. I got my phone back, and i was able to spend time with the guy of my dreams, but unfortunately he has his sights set on another girl..
Anyways, the voices are leaving me alone more, but when they do bother me, its even worse.. thankfully my knife got taken away, so im not as worried about blacking out and doing something stupid..

I am seventeen years old. I will be eighteen on June 3rd so in about nine days. At eighteen years old, I will have as much freedom as I did at like, twelve.

My dad is 63 and will be 64 at the end of August, and my mom is 61 and will be 62 at the end of June. That means they were born in 1950 and 1952, and had me in their mid forties pretty much.

You can see where the problem comes in. Unlike children who were born when their parents were young, there is a HUGEHUGEHUGE...

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There are two scheduled discussions on the topic of building positive relationships in the Chat Room for users to seek advice and share thoughts and ideas! The first discussion will be held at 8pm UK time (BST) and the second will be held at 8pm Central US time (CDT)....

I have *OFFICIALLY* finished my first year at the Open University. Two more years and I'll have a degree in Psychology and can decide whether to do a Masters in Criminal Psychology or Mental Health!

I just submitted my exam essay for the Social Sciences module and could not be more relieved. They really screwed up.
See, we get an "Assignment Booklet" with every module. In that, we have the questions for each assignment we have to hand in, as well as pointers on...

I realize I don't want to be.
Or feel.
Or do anything at all.

Part of me doesn't want to go to college.
Or get a job.
Or drive.

I wish I had the heart to push people away.
But I still do care about them.
Just not in the right ways.
And far from enough.

Too many things are coming to an end.
And way too many are beginning.

I'm tired.
I wish I could lay in my bed for the rest of...

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TeenHelp Newsletter #50 - May 18th 2014 - http://www.teenhelp.org

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There are two scheduled discussions on the topic of dealing with relatives/friends and substance abuse in the Chat Room for users to seek advice and share thoughts and ideas! The first discussion will be held at 8pm UK time (BST) and the second will be ...

I wonder what it takes to qualify as "unstable" or a danger to yourself. I don't even think I want to get better.

I hate when you make a decision then realize the decision is bad and then you feel like shit. I should have finished the AP exam because now I feel guilty and worthless and like a failure for walking out and I've cried so much over this that I'm so exhausted now. I was crying so hard I was gagging. But even if I stayed I would have felt bad. I wasn't understanding...

Time to make another whiny blog post

1) After about 10 weeks, I relapsed. I've had enough of everything.

2) I have a huge exam tomorrow, and I have spent the entire weekend playing video games. I've got literally no self discipline.

3) As much as I don't want to admit it, my dad had this work colleague at our house for the night because he's over from another country. And I really like him. He's a lot younger than my dad, late 20s ish. It's annoying...