It's been a roller coaster I guess.

I feel so unstable right now and I don't know why. I ended up feeling low at the thought of coming back to campus Sunday and cut.

I cut again yesterday. The lows and anxieties were just piling up again. I'd cut after counseling. I would have again late last night except my roommate was around and I didn't think I could escape safely with the tool and band aids.

I am going to counselling every other week now because...

Okay. I've been taking care of this that and the other for the wedding. Jon's working hard, and in December he'll finally be coming home for his holiday leave!

I'm usually the one to bring up the wedding in conversation, but a few days ago Jon asked me a question about my engagement ring. (Just to clear this up, I don't actually have my ring yet; we've had to put some things off because he just didn't have the money for a proper ring and proposal before he had to leave, so he'll...

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I have been so busy.

It's not like I'm not enjoying the searching I've been doing, it's exciting. I'm looking around for the things Jon and I will need for our move. We'll be living together, and we'll finally be married.

However...there's just so much to search around for! Some stuff I can look for with mom in wal mart, like for silverware and nice dish sets and such. But there's also a lot of stuff I can't just choose myself; we're getting married, after all. It's...

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So, time to carry on the saga of the fun and exciting things that happen in the life of Dez.

I saw the APRN yesterday and she prescribed me Zoloft. I really didn't like the APRN though. I found her really fucking weird to be honest. Her personality, just... idk. Something felt off to me. I didn't like her but I'll have to see her a few more times this month and then once a month. And I know it's just protocol probably, but I hate how I got asked if I was sexually abused ever. "Oh,...

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i just found out i got fired from my new job

Okay, so apparently it's totally okay to be a friend under somebody's care and watchful eye. And when they're nice and fun and shit. But when you need something, people you put your heart and mind in mysteriously vanish, bothered with more important bussiness or people.

I feel like I expect and demand too much from people and get attached too quickly and strongly. I fell in that trap few times before, but I somehow never felt as bad as I do now.

I started wondering if maybe...

This week has gone by so fast! On Thursday I realised "holy crap it's Friday tomorrow!"
It was so weird.

Work is still going good. On Monday morning I was checking my emails when Robert, the HR manager came out of his office and started talking to Sheila, my supervisor. I didn't listen in because, obviously, it's not my place to and he wasn't talking to me, even though it did seem to be a general thing and not something private. I look up and he's stood in front...