...My mind is a flurry of confusion.

Jon and I have been doing our very best to plan this out together; it's not exactly easy to plan a wedding together when he's in a different time zone. But, we're figuring things out. Slowly but surely, we're trying to make this work.

Just 2 days ago, he told me that his superiors had told him that Graduation Day would be in 122 days. Perfect, we know the day for graduation! He looked at his calendar and calculated the number...

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I saw my APRN today, E. I forgot to tell her like everything that I was supposed to tell her because I really don't like talking to her and always just want to get out of there. She seems to think my meds are working decently, and I guess I agree to some extent. I wonder what she'd have said if I told her the rest of what I was supposed to.

I saw my new counselor today too, M. I really like her so far. You know those people that you feel as if you can open up to right away? She was...

I haven't posted in a while and thought it would be a good idea.
Exams are coming up this week. Ugh.
I had a pretty good holiday.
I have been on my instagram quite a lot.

I want to let you know that if you are reading this and are in a tough spot right now, I totally understand.
If you feel the need to send me a message or email me, that's great! I've been in a great mood the past week and feel that I should be helping others with it. It's not a great idea...

The positivity that I had felt in my last blog has faded now.

I moved back into the dorms today and classes start tomorrow. On the way back to the dorms all I could think about was dragging something sharp over my skin and seeing myself bleed. I set things up with my dad, started putting things away. All I have left to do now is get out clothes for tomorrow and put on pajamas. Had a floor meeting. Felt like it went on forever. I felt antsy, wanted to leave.

I want to...

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I am so pissed right now I can't even believe it. Here's what's going on.

As I said throughout my previous blog entry, I really need to get moving; I have to get my Wedding planned, I've only got 5 months until the big day. However, my mom has been very rude about the whole thing ever since I got engaged. She insists that I'm still a child, and she keeps telling me everything I want for this Wedding is not only wrong, but stupid. I want her help here, but she has not lifted a finger...

Things have got to get moving here.

I'm readjusting alright to Jon being gone again, although I do still miss him very much. However, we are WAY behind on the Wedding plans. I have to get talking to mom and dad about what Jon and I want to do for the Wedding so they can help us get the plans set up.

We already know that we want to just geek this Wedding out. We're both as dorky as can be, so we're sticking with the nerdy theme.

One of our biggest...

I am feeling confident right now. I have had a LOT of depression lately so I don't know how long it will last. But hell. I am going to use this 5 AM confidence to make a blog of positive things and maybe I will look at this when I feel low as a reminder.

• I love my niece to death. She may be frustrating and tiring a lot of the time (terrible twos!) but I love her to death and she is honestly my world.
• I have friends who are very supportive. I have friends who are willing to take me to

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This song is literally the story of my life...
I watched rebel without a cause for the first time about 2 days ago, and watched it again the next day. Not only because its a brilliant movie, but because I identify with all 3 of them...