It's like I can't have happiness anymore.
It's been like 6 months since I broke up with Evan and I'm still crying at night and wishing I was dead.
Lana Del Rey can clearly depict my sadness.
I just have hit my low again. Hopefully tomorrow I can send a letter I wrote to him saying how much I hate him and how much he's hurt me because I cannot let him go on happy as he is without feeling guilty over what he's done to me. He can't go on and move on without feeling a little bit...

Currently nibbling thoughtfully on Skittles (I just can't decide if I like the blue ones or not), glaring at my sports psychology textbooks, and refreshing the SHERLOCKED page every minute or so.
Tickets for the photoshoots are on sale as of 7pm. It's now 6.28pm. I've decided, after a lot of to-ing and fro-ing to get photos with Benedict Cumberbatch and Mark Gatiss. The Holmes boys. I'd really love to get Andrew Scott as well but standing in queues all weekend waiting for photos isn't the...

I don't really know where I am going with this so sorry.

The guy that I kissed, I keep blowing him off when he asks to hang out, though the last time I did it I honestly had cramps and felt icky. I'm thinking I might say yes next time, maybe, and hope I can get some weed out of it. Maybe I'd go through kissing him again for a bit more weed.

My best friend's ex boyfriend is talking to me again and I am wondering if that makes me a bad person. He asked if I...

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Hello everyone,

I am pleased to welcome Robin (PSY) and Haley (Halcyon) into two new roles on the site.

Robin is taking up the new position of Operations Team Leader and will be leading our advice services and other general operations including the Support Forums, Chat Room, HelpLINK and Live Help.

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There are two scheduled discussions on the topic of death and grieving in the Chat Room for users to seek advice and share thoughts and ideas! The first discussion will be held at 8pm UK time (GMT/UTC) and the second will be held at 8pm Central US...

On my last blog entry I mentioned that I had to push away my ex best friend who was like a sister to me because she was close to finding out a secret of mine (we'll just call her C) and how I had been broken up about it for a few months because of how close we had been. I'm naturally a loyal friend and it's very hard for me to let go of people that I'm close to in my life. C stopped talking to me sometime in late September and hadn't spoken to me for about 4-5 months, at least until today. She refused...

March 7, 2015.
Today I had a competition for my school at Trident Technical College and I went with a lot of kids from my school where we separated into different groups for different competing categories (i.e. Math, Science, etc.). My group was competing in a bridge building competition where, like it sounds, we had to building a small bridge out of balsa wood and test how strong it was compared to other surrounding schools. My team's bridge ended up getting disqualified for stupid reasons...

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There are two scheduled discussions on the topic of long distance and Internet relationships in the Chat Room for users to seek advice and share thoughts and ideas! The first discussion will be held at 8pm UK time (GMT/UTC) and the second will...

Well, I've got some news. I know I should've put this news up much earlier, but I just didn't think about it.

Jon's entire family had very happy reactions when we told them we were getting married. Everyone, that is, except his older brother. His brother's reaction was not exactly the "typical" response. It actually made me a little angry; I've been angry at him before, but this was going too far. He basically said to Jon,

"You're way too young to...

No, I didn't get married today. But today was a day I've really been waiting for; We finally ordered my Wedding dress today!

Mom helped me take my measurements, and then we placed the order. I'm so excited, I can't wait for it to arrive. The only thing that sucks is how long I have to wait; the dress is being custom-made to fit my measurements, and the seamstress lives in the UK, so it'll take about 6 weeks for me to get the dress. I really hate that mom made me wait...