I keep relapsing. I started smoking again

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I have been nothing but a blob all winter break. I thought I had all of these plans in place for the break to keep me from getting depressed or bored or whatever but apparently that didn't work since all I've been doing for the most part is laying in bed.

I have been taking one online winter class and I have one week of it left. I can't motivate myself to do this assignment though even though I really need to. I keep putting it off. It's due Tuesday so my friend and I are supposed...

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Am I depressed? Don't know.
So much that I don't know.
Got my wishes. Sleeping lots, and the weather's been great for this because it's been raining off and on a fair bit for the last few days - I think it started raining just after I got home from hospital.

I had to spend most of the night for medical reasons - they said my heart was working too hard because of the speed it was going at. I had hourly ECGs for 6 hours or something. It was a rough night, I remember...

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Hello everyone,

As with last year it is my pleasure to announce our Volunteer Of The Year Award. This award recognises the magnificent contribution of one of our volunteers who has gone above and beyond this year. This year it is has been an incredibly hard decision with many volunteers working extremely hard in their roles, however we have decided to recognise one particular volunteer...

I had to drop the theatre class I was going to be taking over the winter. I was stupid and didn't look at the course description well enough so I didn't realize that I would have to attend a play. That wouldn't be a problem it it were a full-semester class, but winter session classes are only 3 weeks long which is too short notice. I feel so stupid and hate myself for not noticing that earlier. This sets my plan back even more and now I feel like I'm never going to get to where I want to be....

Just a wizard girl
livin' in a muggle world.
Took the Hogwarts train
going anywhere.
I have that on a t-shirt and I love it so deal with my fangirling.

I hope everyone had an amazing Christmas. I know it was really tough for a lot of people this year for various reasons. I actually stalk lots of blogs but don't really comment because I'm far too awkward to do so. But I know a lot of people on here are struggling so know that I'm thinking of you...

I've had like, three sleeps today already and I am not done with sleep yet. And every time I sleep, I fill the gaps between the things I want to be doing without getting bored. Because my attention span is very short and because I get tired really fast. Cognitive fatigue. It's one of my early warning signs but I am sticking to sleeping to fix it because ew meds.

I've actually had a pretty good couple of days. Terrified about the new year but oh well. Can't make time move faster.

I have felt so bad about myself lately. I have gained so much weight it is ridiculous. I am now definitely overweight and this just doesn't feel good or healthy for me but yet I eat anyway and don't exercise and don't do anything to stop it and then keep feeling bad about myself when I gain weight. I'm so fat and have so many stretchmarks it's so gross. I am so gross in general. My teeth are bad and I have acne and eczema and my hair is wild and never tame and I have no style. I am selfish and disappointed...