I dont quite know what is wrong. I guess the best place to start is at the begginning.

First off, I came to this site to help, not to actually seek help, so forgive me if this seems a bit held back. A very close friend of mine, I just found out, has hidden something from me. Im hurt over that, but I understand why he wouldnt tell me. He doesnt want to look bad in my eyes. I dont understand why I hurt this badly though. It has almost nothing to do with this, it just seemed to...

I'm sorry mum i take back everything i said about you!
get well soon!
please pull through
<3

They yearn for the repose of the country.

For limpid streams and cloudless skies,
For winding lanes and rolling hills

When what they seek
is what they know thus far.

A simple urban visit will evince
the stygian clad magpies,
enticed by glassy goods.

Two skylines, one polished and unsullied.

The other, insiduously encroaching on
the dual carriageways,
created by a grassy median.

Year...

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YOU ARE SUCH A BITCH. I WISH YOU NEVER GAVE BIRTH TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GO DIE!!!!!!!

i won 250 euro at a quiz last night... i dont know whether to be really proud..or just disgusted at my nerdy self lol!

i was going to use the money as spending money in China, but i think i might get new glasses (ok i cant seriously EVER tell anyone that.. i won a QUIZ and bought GLASSES with the winnings...im such a cooler lik!) i'll just tell people i spent it on cool things...like drugs or something to give me back my edge hehe.


<<does anyone...

right so two days ago i had my meetin wiv head of year and parents and now that mum knows i feel like a weight has been lifted and its amazing

Im goin to see the school counsellor nexted week which means i can actually talk to someone im not attached to in anyway.

I would just like to say that if anyone on here is keeping their problems locked up inside ( parents or anyone in the real world doesnt know) then plez find the courage to tell someone because only good things...

So yesterday was an interesting day. Heard from Tyler at about 11:30. He said he hadn't slept well but he was not in too much pain from his surgery. And he hasn't complained much. We were saying just light-hearted, sweet stuff to each other, kinda being flirty.
Then randomly, my mom decided to take my brother and I to the beach, which is about 1 hour and ½ from our house for the night and the next day (today).
Well Tyler and I were still talking it ended up with him saying he wanted...