ok so i went to the doctors and they r referrin me to a theripist type place where i go wiv my family to talk to counsellors there who will then work wiv me to find copin mecanisms and ways to make me feel happy.

she also said that i sound like i hav depression no surprises there.

im so glad im geetin help.

theres light at the end of the tunnel now.
liz

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Tyler and I had a fight earlier over google chat. I think mostly we were misunderstanding what the other wanted to talk about. So I ended up crying and feeling like he didn't care (in the end I realized I wasn't really specifying what I wanted to go back and talk about). So I was upset and we were arguing over some little, unimportant thing which I thought was his fault and he thought was mine. In reality we were both trying not to argue about it and to talk about what we wanted to, but both of...

ok so i know its good that im gettin help at long last but i still am not lookin forward to it.
the doctor ( female) will be the 4th adult not includin parents that i hav to talk to bout my problems mainly self harm. i feel like im bein parced around like a object and i hate that feelin.

im really scared and nervous wat if she tell me i need to take antidepressents. u see a year ago i was prescribed to painkillers and i got addicted. im sure im paniking for no reason but i find...

Just a quick, cute story. Tyler and I sat in the back of the movie theater his dad and bro went to with us. I was leaning against his left side and when we got home, he said that side of his jacket smelled like me. So he asked me to wear his jacket for a couple days. I thought that's really cute and sweet and romantic. The thing is, too, that I don't wear perfume or body spray or anything. The only scent other than my natural one would be possibly my shampoo but I doubt that cause it doesn't...

When you're lonely, I'm here
When you're sad, I'm here
When you're happy, I'm here
When you're at a loss of hope, I'm here
When you need me, I'm here
When you need to talk, I'm here
When you just need someone to listen, I'm here

I'm here when there's nothing left for you to live for
I'm here when you don't know what to do next
I'm here when you want to give up all that you have left
I'm here when you need a loving hug or friend...

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Wrote this yesterday:
Today, it's been 3 months since Tyler asked me out. We could be at about 3 1/2 months, but we were both so shy about telling each other we liked the other person. But either way, I love my boyfriend so much. I think about him literally all the time and hate when I'm not seeing, talking to him, or texting him.
He's so supportive. Last night I had a tough night. I was at the mall with my friend, but texting him. He said he was gonna go play airsoft with his neighbors,...

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