The breeze from the ocean is cool on the skin. It creates goose bumps and sends chills down spines. The dark of the night sets in. Stars shine bright overhead. The moon casts an orange glow over everything. Waves begin to crash against the rocks as the wind picks up. The spray of the waves is picked up and carried in the wind. The wind is howling as the clouds roll in. As dark as the night was before it becomes darker, more fierce. Low rumbles are heard in the background. They begin to grow louder...

Woahhh, so it's been a few days since I last posted something on my blog, I guess I've been pretty busy...or simply not in the mood.
I am, though, in a rather good mood right now, I guess I'm simply glad that this week started off better than last week. Last week was hell, honestly, it was horrible.
Lovely locker/body drug searches time again, how I adore them. u_u
Don't worry, I am still absoluteley clean, but considering my "past", the drug searches are all part...

Obviously life hasn't been fantastic lately.

My abusive dad found out about my cutting. That was freaking FaBuLoUs. My parents chucked me into counseling. Whatever...

I've been more depressed and suicidal than anyone ever should be...

I don't really know what else to say...

Smile, I'm sure as hell trying (& failing)...

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Every night I lose sleep. For every second of sleep I lose I think of you. Your eyes and the way they light up every time you see me makes me smile. That smile of yours could light up the room the way the ends of your mouth curl up and stretch for miles across your face. How you light up the room when you walk in. the cloak of black you wear doesn’t make you invisible. You stand out even more in my mind because of your black cloak. I lay there and reflect on moments of the past. Those moments you...

Totally just quoted The Hills, how awesome am I ? Hehe, no, but my title seriously has a purpose.
I've been pondering upon something lately (cause I have nothing better to do, hehe).
Here's how it goes...:
What is up with girls referring to one another as "bitch", "hoe", "slut", etc etc ?!
We are all guilty of doing it, I myself go upon calling some of my best girlfriends like that but it's still kinda weird...nay ?
Some girls we...

I totally feel like a bitch right now.
Last night I had an argument with my roomate and, as always, things got a bit out of hand and I actually ended up making her cry. Okay, crying is just crying you might be thinking but when you know that she cries because of you and ONLY because of you, yeah - not cool.
She wanted the truth, sure, but somehow my truth always hurts more than I want it to. Am I that harsh with my words ? Ugh, I dunno...but I seriously need to learn how to be honest...

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One would think the demand for love would be high as it results in large amounts of utility, however there are many draw backs and uncertainties that make investors and consumers weary - and for good reason. It is the most volatile market there is, and requires a large joint investment by both parties.

Without...

I'm in a pretty good mood right now, mostly because school is already over and it's not even 2 p.m. That's the beauty of a thing called having school only in the morning.
Part time schooling rocks ! (:
Anyhow, I have a lot of things that need to be done so it's a wonderful time to get these things over with. I've been dreading to write up my french essay on my best childhood memory. I really am bad at french, it's pretty awful >< Luckily, I have a friend that is bilingual, I will...

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