I'm sick of being alone. My mum is constantly going to her boyfriends house leaving me here all by myself and my sister goes to her friend's house. The day before yesterday i had to sleep on a carpetless floor and had to improvise use my woolie jumnper and long skirt and a bottom sheet and my petticoat as a pillow and my dressing gown as a blanket while in the other room my sister had a mattress, 2 pillows and a large blanket. Mum didnt even bother to see if i was ok, all she cares about is her...

Stupid mother! She can't accept the fact that i want to have a social life for once. I want to go to a club for the first time in my life but, annoyingly, im not allowed since she fears i'll get into drugs, get drunk or get pregnant. Which is highly unlikely god dang it! i'm anti-drugs, i hate the taste of alcohol and i don't want to be pregnant anyway. My sister is 15 and shes allowed to go to clubs and get drunk! It's always the sensible ones who get left behind...

Oh hai there fellow blog followers! It seems like I haven't blogged in ages. Sure, it has been 16 long busy days...but I've gone longer than that without feeling weird about it. For some reason, it seems as though I haven't talked to you guys in too long. I miss TeenHelp!

Well, I guess the reason I haven't blogged is because nothing exciting has happened. I mean yeah Christmas, but there's not much to say there. Family, presents, turkey dinner...same 'ol. I guess I just wanted to make...

I guess no one had anything weird happen to them, haha.
I sprained my left wrist yesterday. It hurts a little but I should be ok in a couple of days. I just wanted to check in so...ttfn!

...I've been thinking about my dad today, mostly because I have to go to his house tomorrow. I'm really not looking forward to it. Why? Because he is always passed out drunk on the couch, and recently, he might have been taking pain medication from many different doctors to get high, although no one will tell me the truth because they think I can't handle it, even though I have known for almost 4 years that my dad is a jerk and that I should have nothing to do with him. I want to cut all ties with...

Someone finally posted answers to my questions! Thank you, Jenn x for your fabulous answers!

"1: What is your name? Jen!
2: Why do you read my blogs? Sometimes...
3: Dinosaurs or purple flying ninjas? Purple flying ninjas!
4: Pirates or ninjas? Ninjas of course

6: Favorite color? Blueeeee

8: Favorite random word? BAZZIN!"
Made my day.

Now that I have done what I promised I would do... I guess it's...

Well, nobody answered my questions so I can't really post anything here about that...
Lots of things have happened since I last posted. I had to miss school yesterday because my little sister who is 9 has tonsilitis, and no one else could stay with her. I didn't get to go to my Priori Incantatem (Harry Potter Club) party yesterday because of that, and I'm not going to lie, I got a little emotional over it (hormones). I actually went up to my room and cried the entire hour that I would've been...

because I get to steal my dads humongous work boots and go play in giant puddles.

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This weeks has been so hard.

My best Friend has had really bad urges to cut.

Another close friend reported being molested. The guy that molested her was the same guy that molested me in May. Surfacing bad memories to come back into my head. Anyway the girl he has molested this time has been having panic attacks and SHin.

My mum has been stressed and breaking down into tears everyday this week and not telling anyone why.

My dad has passed a...