Today has been so incredibly awesome and I've only been up for two hours.
1am (still counts as today!) and I couldn't sleep so I got up, crept ninja-style into the hall and put the internet on hoping to talk to someone. The person I wanted to talk to wasn't there but someone I wanted to talk to more, was.
We only talked for an hour but it just made me feel SO much better. Things have been a little awkward the past few weeks on account of a few things but last night was just...right....

so i just got to spend the night from thursday til monday with my boyfriend. my brother had to come too, but that wasn't a problem. and that whole time, the only time i cried was when we were wrestling and i slipped and hit my head on the door. xD and even when i got home lastnight i didn't cry and i wasn't sad. today i haven't even been sad. but i know i am getting better cause i am feeling waaaay better than i have been these past few months. i think it was because we got to spend a lot of time...

Still waiting. went to court yday. still waiting. legal arguments still going on. so im still waiting. 2moro the jury will be picked. im running out of courage. each minute that passes makes me wanna run away all that much more. Its hard. so hard. giving up would be so much easier.

Behhhhhhhhhh.

For the first time in my life I can truly say that everything is going well.
I'm slowly falling in love with a certain guy with who I will be going to prom in 2 weeks...
I am done with school, only have a few exams this week and then I'm over with high school ; forever. I actually had my graduation ceremony last friday. It was nice, although it was kinda bittersweet. I don't quite realise that I am now officially entering the adult world, leaving all of...

Is it bad that I wanted my dad to sleep all day so that the house could be peaceful and that on my one day off I could have a head break?

I guess it could be, but I am very very tired of all the fighting. He picks on my mom and yells and swears at all of us, it's f***ing ridiculous and I can't even stand being at home with them.


On a positive note

I met a guy who has stolen my heart from right under my nose. He doesn't know it though, we have been...

Well, if you are..
It's a long story but i'll keep it as short as possible.

My mom passed on not too long ago, still not over that. But when she left us, my family fell apart, she was our glue she kept everything under control and together.

Everything is just wrong, my dad threw himself into drinking, so did my older brother, so it was just me and my little brother there for a while.

it got even more heavy when my dad met her, she broke what was left...

Hey :3
I'm new here, and im looking for some advice; but that doesn't mean i don't want to help you too, so don't be scared.

I don't bite :3

I'm so sick and tired of hearing the same stuff over and over again. "You need to help your mom" "She's under so much stress" "You have to understand she just had a baby". Well guess what I'm 14 years old. I know what I need to do. But the fact that I get no respect from her makes me want to scream. If she were nicer then I would be nicer. But she's not. Even after having the baby. I thought parents were suppose to be happy and grateful? Not yelling and always mad....

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