My Heart beats fast and silence fills the air.
My body sinks into the sheets, Holding back the tears.
The door swinging open I try to keep it in.
Trying not to make a noise, Though I know that I'll give in.

My mind losing focus, My lungs catching fire.
I can't keep it all inside, My throat clentching tighter.

You grab me by the waist and throw me to the floor, Yell and scream at me, until I can't take it anymore.

You hit me and shove...

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