You know I thought that Id have learned that you cant fucking trust people by now. I don't know why I keep doing it; guess im just a fucking idiot.

So I had figured out what I was gonna get my gf for a gift when she came down here, and was kinda excited about it and decided to tell a mutual friend of ours about it. She thought it was funny and apparently didn't feel the need to help keep it a secret. She frickin decided to tell my gf what it was, and then acted like she didnt fucking...

Well...I'm sorta just sitting here, trying to get these jumble of words out of my head. I really don't understand what I'm thinking, but one of the topics I would like to point out is... the only way to help yourself, is to look at the problems from afar, and not within. You always work your way up, like brushing the bottom part of your hair, before the top. If not, you cause knots to occur by starting at the top.

This all probably doesn't make sense...since I am super tired, and...

So, today I had a major test, and a 70 on it. My grade is now an 80 for the class, i just hope I can keep it that way!! I went to see my grandmother in the hospital, I never seen her look that bad. She tells us not to worry about her that my cousin is worse (he had cancer). She had diverticulitis and phumonina! which i cant spell, but how am I not to worry?

I've been dating my current bf for 3 months on the 6th, and things are moving really fast, but I love it! He has some work...

Quote:

“Why don’t you start drinking and get your high like a normal teenager? Not that you’re not normal, but you know..
And I know that she’s not just a friend coming up from England. Set yourself up for a fall, sweetheart. Distance is hard and this could be just a gay phase you’re going through. But hey, if you grow up gay, you’ll still be my little girl.”

—
I’m not capable of feeling anything just now. I was so upset with her last night. She said that I’m ‘not well’ just because...

Source: Notice | Facilitated Chat Room Discussions.


There are three scheduled discussions on the topic of substance use in the Chat Room for users to seek advice and share thoughts and ideas! The first discussion will be held at 8pm UK time (GMT/UTC), the second will be held at 8pm Eastern US time (EST), and the third will be held at 8pm Pacific US time (PST). All you have to do to take part is log into the Chat Room at the appropriate...

Alright, I don't have a lot fo time. But let's just go with this. I want to write, and I need some inspirationto stat writing again. Alright, well someone told me to just say random crap that came to my head, so elt's try that xD

/Uhhh, I am sititng here, a kid I don't really like is sitting beside me... I am hungry, and bored. I wish I had plans this weekend, I wanna spend time with Hayley, but I doubt she's free to hangout.

I miss everyone from camp. Tasha, Stevan,...

Source: Newsletter | Issue 8 | If you would like to receive the full quality HTML version via email please sign up.


TeenHelp Newsletter #8 - November 15th 2010 - http://www.teenhelp.org

Welcome to the TeenHelp Newsletter! Our Newsletter contains a lot of useful information about our current work, including updates to our site and services, work with our partners and affiliates, details of upcoming events, short bits of advice, interesting...

I started so many things I wish I hadn’t.
I stayed up too late last night. I knew it was a stupid thing to do. I knew I’d feel horrible today. But I did. It got to the point that I couldn’t stop crying because all I wanted was to sleep. To forget. So I tore my arm apart instead. I don’t regret that, if I’m honest. Actually while I’m being honest, I’m quite happy to do that again tonight. Because I realised, I don’t care anymore. I don’t care who notices that I refuse to eat. I don’t care

...

Source: Notice | Facilitated Chat Room Discussions.


There are three scheduled discussions on the topic of depression in the Chat Room for users to seek advice and share thoughts and ideas! The first discussion will be held at 8pm UK time (GMT/UTC), the second will be held at 8pm Eastern US time (EST), and the third will be held at 8pm Pacific US time (PST). All you have to do to take part is log into the Chat Room at the appropriate...

...