I can't tell what I'm fighting any more.

I don't want to fight any more.

Maybe I'll stop fighting.

My friend Chelsea came over today and she brought some vegan cake. I ate it and now I'm regretting it. (I have ednos and I purge a lot) But my ribs are shit so I can't purge and I can't smoke either because I can't go outside. I just feel totally fucking worthless. On top of that my friend Brent wants to go after some creep that beat me up. Its like, This is my problem and my buiness
I can't do it anymore. I don't want to....

My doctor finally called me back, So my ribs aren't broken. Just bruised. So I now have 3 bruised ribs, 1 busted lip, and 1 black eye. (Long story)

Fuck.

I'm sick and tired of everyone telling me what to do or how to feel. I'm fucking done. I can't do it anymore.

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