I'm sick and tired of everyone telling me what to do or how to feel. I'm fucking done. I can't do it anymore.

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TeenHelp Newsletter #17 - August 15th 2011 - http://www.teenhelp.org

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I am in a bad place right now.... I keep thinking that I am a complete failure for not being able to finish what I started. Twice. Twice I survived when I shouldn't have. I don't know anymore if I want to be here anymore. I love this site because I can post anything and nobody will judge me.... I just need to vent I guess. It's late and I can't sleep and I am going crazy inside my head. I just don't know what to do anymore. All I know is that I don't really want to be here much longer. The only...

My friends are all worried because I don't want to do anything. I don't know why, But lately I have been feeling like shit. Like I don't want to go anywhere or do anything. And I've been living on zoodles My friends don't think its "healthy". They try to get me to eat tofu and veggies but I don't even look at it.
And even better news, I have decided I will never have a "better half". I've gotten dumped because I'm "too nice". What? No, I won't stand...

I just want to scream, I want to cut so badly...I want to die. There's no point in anything anymore, I may aswell not be here, at least things wouldn't hurt so much.

Pills have never been so appealling before...

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My dad got out of prison yesterday. I'm worried that he'll actually fight for my custody like he said, But I'm trying to keep my mind off it...
There has been one thing bothering me lately. There is so much pressure in todays society to be perfect. Especially for girls. I have friends who are depressed because some asshole called them ugly. Some people think if your not a barbie doll your not beautiful. In my opinion if you call someone ugly due to size, disabilities, or whatever, Then your...

I should spend every day with my boyfriend. I eat pretty normally around him, he makes it easier because he loves how I look and always makes me feel good about myself.

But I know I'll be restricting tomorrow. I feel guilty about today and I can feel myself losing control. I don't want to gain. Even though I know I won't I'm still terrified.

I tried to talk to my mum again. She doesn't even let me start. I want to tell her that I counted out the pills, that I tried...

When my parents said they hadn't got me anything for my birthday i thought they were joking lol.
I wish they were at home with me, i don't care about the money or going out for dinner, i just want them both there and that would have been the perfect birthday.

But oh well, it's just another birthday, i'll have plenty more...

I thought I'd gained weight over my holiday, but actually I've lost it. I don't understand, because I ate so much. I mean, I didn't hit the guide line, but I ate seriously loads more than I normally do, and I still lost a decent amount. I don't understand. Does that mean to maintain I'll have to eat even more? Because I was struggling enough as it was to eat that amount. I mean, when I binge I can go forever, but when I'm eating normally, well I can't really eat normally. I always restrict in some...