Today was just horrible.
Nolan hates me.
Nolan hates me.
Nolan hates me.
Nolan hates me.
I'll never be pretty enough.
Skinny enough.
Nolan hates me.
Nolan hates me.
Nolan hates me.


With everything going on I became overwhelmed. I stopped eating, gor 2 weeks now, with little food, just for people to see..I binge it mostly. I cut deeper into my thighs. Not enough blood, though. So, I cut my stomach. I was so close...

I AM ON THE VERGE OF SUCIDE HELP

She's upset
Bad day
Heads for the dresser drawer to
Drive her pain away
Nothing good can come of this.
She opens it there's nothing
There is only left over tears
Mom and dad had no right she screams
As the anger runs down both of her cheeks.

Then she closed her eyes
And found relief in a knife
The blood flows she cries

All alone the way she feels
Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief...

I have the best friend in the whole freaking world, i love her more than anything. she makes my day brighter and can make me happy when nothing else can. whenever i need her i know where to look. i can see her there, she knows my dreams, my secrets, my fears and the reason for my tears. with her i know its ok to cry cause she will cry too, but what makes me sad is that when i move to hug her all i feel is glass. my best friend is the reflection in the mirror. i know she won't leave me but...

i might be leaving for a while. goodbye

Wanting to cry wanting to die
Had a shit shit day
Well, I felt shit all day
Had a 4 row desk to myself because everyone moved away from me...
Felt like bursting into tears right then and there
Wanted to skip, but you get suspended at my school
Got home... Binge ate... Worse than normal...
Apple, yoghurt, chocolate, biscuits, cereal... I reckon I've had all my calories from it but I couldn't stop...
Want to purge, know I can't
Want to die, know...

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Where is the hope that's in my name??
Did it run away? Run away so far, that it didn't even have to hide in order for itself not to be found?

I need to figure this out. Things are changing. I need to find out who I am. Where I am headed. What my goal is. It is hard to feel lost. But I am trying. Trying so hard.

My grades fell at the last minute. I had all As. Now there all Cs. I have a D in math. Because I failed one quiz. Just one. I m such a failure. ...

Posh just won
Scrappy game
Relived though
Still not happy
Good stuff happens and I still want to kill myself