Have my first driving lesson today. Panicking!

If you don't hear from me by tonight, assume I'm at the hospital.

Happy Halloween everyone.

Haven't wrote in my blog in a while. Feel bad for it. Like my whole life has come to a pause.
There is so much to write now. So many things, so many people, so many details, just so much stuff to catch up on. *sigh* I do not know what to do with it all.
The boy issues.
The friend issues.
The rumor issues.
The family issues.
The self-esteem issues.
The cutting issues.
The depression issues.
Who...

Hate School
Hate Life
Hate Food
Hate TV
Hate Music
Hate Life
Hate Revising
Hate Stress
Hate Me
Hate Life
Hate Football
Hate Sleep
Hate Hurting
Hate Life
Hate Cutting
Hate Worrying
Hate Scars
Hate Life

Why won't things improve?
All I want is to live happily but can't do that!
Can't do anything.
Wish I had never been born.
Wish I could die.

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I started to see a councelor but she has been on maternity leave for a while. Since I first stopped seeing her things fell apart. My best friend is impossible to talk to now because she gets annoyed when I confess to cutting. She is going through the same thing yet she won't try to help me. It's all about her. My little sister has everything handed down to her and my older sister is never around anymore. My parents always say I need to be tougher like I purposely doing this. My arm holds scars and...

Feel Like Dying

Coming off leave has to be the best thing I've done this month.

Ok, so taking time off should have helped but actually it made things worse. I think I'm built to help people. Helping people really helps me. Haha.

But yeah, now I've been back on HelpLink I feel so much happier. I tried to give myself proper time off and it didn't work, but now I'm back I'm happier.

I love this site. <3

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Went for a run this morning
Was good to know I can keep going no matter what
Went so so fast over 5 miles...
My legs almost fell off
I like being able to feel myself again
The stomach pains too
Bliss
I really need new blades
Mine are so blunt they hardly work
Might ask for things I can use for xmas
The irony of using blades my mother provided
Shouldn't really say that..
Shouldn't let people into my evil side...
Don't want...

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