I wrote this a couple weeks ago.

She always tries to be her best,
But they scrutinize her every move,
She tries to be nice,
They say she's a bully,
She tries to get good grades,
They're never good enough,
She tries to be good at things,
They say she messes it up,
And by "they" its always just herself,
Thinking she's never good enough

I hope everyone likes it.

Ok over the past year ive learned this about getting girlfriends presents.
1)if its something a guy would want she probably dosent want it.
2)if you get her something expensize-bad idea
3)get her something unexpected.
4)if its something a guy would want she probably dosent want it.
5) you cant go wrong with a gift card
6)if its something a guy would want she probably dosent want it.
7)if you get her a shirt where you can see some boob shes going to throw...

OK hi this is my blog about sex and relationships. Mostly. I decided that once every month im going to have an entry similar to this one and it could be about anything.

Ok so since this is the daily life of average person here is what me the average person sees in the average world this december.

1) Ok its christmas time and all people think about is presents not family and friends.
2)In December people will spend hours at the stores and about 20 minutes with friends...

Feeling Sad. Embarassed.
Why always me?
It's selfish right? To feel this way.
It's not fair.
How can I face them?
How can I face Monday.
A week today. Fuck.
Too many people know
Too many people will know
They'll laugh
They'll think I'm stupid.
Maybe I am.
Well. I have to be.
Banned from wearing it. I think.
Want to anyway. Who cares if they take another?
I do.
I know I do.
It was my pride. My joy....

What?
Why are you staring at me?
I'm only smiling?
Oh, what for?
What not for? I'm fighting.
For what?
For everything.
Like what?
Like you.
Why you?
Why not?
Why do I care so much?
Because when I don't, I know you can fall apart.
Thank me?

No, thank you.

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All my friends hate me.(The ones in Drama anyway)
You'd think I'd be so upset over this.

But I stood up for someone I belived in. I spoke up for once.

For once I was heard.
I help everyone all he time, and they never notice, I slip up and it's noticed for everything

But...

I don't care.

I'm going to fight.
I'm not giving those stupid fucking people any sasification.

This is my life. ...

Just handed in my resignation to Rob.
I'm coming off staff.
Sad about it but definately needed!
Can't concentrate on my work when here and got a rough time when I go back.
Exams!
When I'm older and stuff I might be able to go back to staff! I hope so!
I'm going to be around here still, but a lot less.
So if any of you guys want my number or my facebook or my twitter feel free to ask!
Love You All!
Xxx

Ok so in September I took leave as a staff member to try and sort myself out, as I could feel myself getting lower and lower.

Well since then...

1. I have fallen out with a girl I was sort of unofficailly seeing, made up, fallen out and made up again.

2. bunked off 7 lessons ( I am in year 12 doing my AS levels) and come up with pathetic reasons why.

3. I have relapsed in self harm

4. my relationship with God has been very...