I don't mean to get everything wrong, i try to make you proud, I try not to be so much of a failure.

Today I'd been up less than an hour and my mom told me she was sick of seeing my face and that i should go out.
I still don't know what i did wrong, I'd hardly spoken to my family, i've learnt not to.
I try to please them, i try to make them proud, i want them care about me and love me. I hate the way they treat me and i know the majority of it's my fault but i don't know...

Had an ok weekend. Started lying about how i feel again.

Should be happy but for some reason i can’t. People tell to be happy. I feel like im incapable of being happy. I have a roof over my head, good parents, most the time good friends. And yet im still not happy. I guess my life doesnt think i deserve to be happy. Somedays i wish i was just happy like a regular person for an hour or 2. Not have my problems to worry about.

i’ve been told that im ungrateful because...

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I can't believe my grandad is doing it again, It's tearing the family apart. I hate watching my parents so upset and the fact that he doesn't give a crap.
I can't handle it, I'm just finding myself pushing everyone away, even the person i love the most. But yet i really need someone to talk to right now, i feel so alone >_< I really need a hug.

Charli, you're such a fucking idiot.. just get out of people lives, they don't care, they don't want to know....

Pills and blades...my only friends atm it seems >_<

I missed everyone when TH was down. Im glad its back up. I hope everyone is doing well. I think thats all i wanted to say.

I feel like crying.
Life, Love, doesn't work out all the time.

Expecially not when your a teenager. I hate to complain, But I'm tired of loving someone who will never love me back. I want to cry. I'd give them my heart, my anything, just for them to tell me they like them. But she's not like that. She'd admit to being a closet homophobe before she'd say she loved me in that way. I mean, she loves me as a friend. I love her as... Well, as much as a person can for someone they...

Keep staring at my blades and pills, i'm hurting so badly...It's the only thing that will help atm..

I'm tired of living. Everyone hates me. I'd make a lot of people happier (including me) if I killed myself. I just smile at school and pretend everything is fine but it's not. Nothing is fine anymore. Everyone who knows keeps telling me to be strong, that it'll get better. WHEN? I'm tired of this shit. I'm not strong at all, I'm a puny little weakling. I don't trust many people limiting who I can tell. I think it would be better if I just killed myself. I can't do this anymore. If you read this,...

I just woke up screaming. I was shaking and sweating and crying... I'd only been asleep for an hour. The shaking is making it hard to type, and everything's blurry because of the tears.

I feel so alone all the time. Four months ago I moved 163 miles away from home, with only a week to adjust to the idea. I don't know any one here. None of my 'friends' ever get in contact with me unless I message them first. When I visit home, everyone's too busy to meet up with me. Even my boyfriend...