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TeenHelp Newsletter #24 - March 16th 2012 - http://www.teenhelp.org

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Hello!

Just looking at my old blogs and watching four weddings... I want to hit myself on the head. with a hammer. I'm slightly embarrassed, because it's a bit... Yea.

Today I was in the bathroom at school in the middle of the day, and I noticed that I could maybe pass if it wasn't a girls room and no one knew me... But, nope. ^^' I've basically gone to school with a lot of people for plenty of years.

It's always like that, isn't it? You look the way...

My stomach twists with hunger.
But I don't care.
My mom said i could not cut.
What she does not know will not hurt her.
Only me.
I want to be free of this world.
I want to be home with my God.
I wonder why i have to stay here.
I can't do anything right.
I can't help people.
Can i please just leave?

I look happy right? Haha i think thats one of my biggest lies... I'm hardly ever happy.. I wear bright colors and a fake smile that no one can see through.... No one in my family knows that i starve myself... They dont know that i still cut... They think i stop months ago... I did try to stop but i can't.. I dont know if I'll ever be able to.. or if I'll ever be the same again... Right now my only hope is to be skinny and beautiful.. and then when i am that i will be able to stop cutting and that...

I really need someone right now... >_<

Urghhhh, you know what just f*** off!! I've told you so many times what i think, i've tried to support you but you don't listen. You just annoy everyone, and you creep me out -_- Just leave me alone!

I have been on TH for a year today. I just want to say thank you to everyone who has helped me during my time. Or who i have chatted with. I have felt welcome. I have made so many great friends and hope to make more while im here. Thank you.

So, I have a friend who self harms and mentioned to me today that they had self harmed with an Exacto knife blade. Of course, because they are pretty much my best friend in the entire universe, I was worried about them. At the same time, I was jealous as fuck that they were using an Exacto knife blade. I was just sitting there thinking to myself, "I wish I had one of these," and wishing that this person would give me one. Like I was thinking of begging them to find me one or something...

Me and my girlfriend last saturday had sex for the first time. We used a condom and I pulled out. It was both of our first time having sex ever. She bleed for a few days like spotting and all. We had sex on the 4th and her period was supposed to be on the 6th. It has been a week and still no period. She is very active in sports and a vegetarian. I am really stressing. Is She Pregnant?

Me and my Girlfriend had sex together for the first time last week. We used a condom and i pulled out. We did it two days before her period was supposed to come. She bleed for a few days but just spotting nothing major. Its been a week and still no sign of a period or symptoms. She is very active and plays sports and is a vegetarian. Im freaking out and stressing. is she pregnant? I'm so worried were only 16. Please give me any info you can.