Had the best day ever yesterday at a Medical conference. I got to learn loads of clinical skills as well as them talking us through our personal statements and which medical school to choose.

I've decided that it is 100% what i want to do at uni, just need to get the grades and stuff now :/

Hey people.

At a youth conference, it's actually ending. I'm in sexuality, so that's a WIN. I'm in it with that friend that pisses me off, and I was the one that invited her. Want to know some of the people I've met? -I can put their names because, 1, I'm not putting their last names..

Lyric: Hot gay guy, has hair the same length as mine, is crazy tall, nice, funny, make up artist and a DJ, 14, like me! and, he's just really fun to be around. Long nails.
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I hate you.
I hate how you ignore me.
I hate how you never ask how I am.
I hate how you show no interest in me.
I hate how you say you love me but never show it.
I hate how you talk to me about other girls.
I hate how you made jokes about me being an 'emo' when you saw a scar on my wrist a year ago.
I hate how you never tell me anything important.
I hate how you never open up to me.
I hate how you go on and on about things you know...

I feel like dying right now
I hate you for doing this to me
Fuck you
You're going to lose me by doing this..
But if you're going to screw me up.
Suicidal

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So I'm back for a bit again. It's 5:45 in the morning. I can't sleep because I just got into a big fight with my best friend.

So we went to the Hunger Games midnight release, but afterwards her aunt asked me and her to drive her home from the bar. Well, her aunt left with someone else and it was me and her and two other people in the bar. She got totally drunk and started hitting on this guy (like making out with this guy) and I had to pretty much drag her away from him since she...

15 Advil. I feel greatly. 1 am. Not even tired.

I really don't want to school, I don't think i can face it, the whispering and pointing and giggling... I'd rather be at home and then i can cut myself open and make the pain go away.

I want them to go away, to leave me alone..

Just keep breathing, keep moving forward... it might get better....
Keep going...keep going... i'll probably never make out the other side though >_<