Someone from my real life just found my tumblr. I had to delete my account so she couldn't watch me. She would tell my dad what she saw. There and here is the only places i can talk about anything. Im freaking out because i don't know how much she saw. I don't know what to do.
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Got 77 strength last night. Wooo! Also, I'm pretty close to 85 HP. Probably get that tonight, finish my dust devils slayer task - I'm pretty much done, I did the majority of it last night. I'd just been putting it off for ages, then I decided I need cash in order to hire a demon butler to speed up my construction (because I recently spent about 2 mil on oak planks), and the best way to make cash aside from kingdom management is slayer.

So I been slayin', bitches.

Also...

I feel so alone, so distant from everything. I'm finding it so hard to hold on, i'm slipping back into the way i was before, feeling like my only escape is Self Harm and Pills.
Friend invited me to a party today but i'm too scared to go, I know people there don't and won't like me, I'm stupid and i suppose theres no reason for them too.

Alone, scared, need help

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Because the negativity here - all aimed it me - is destroying my already lacklustre will to live.

I've found a place not far from here for $165 per week, and the move-in costs are around $700, meaning I should be able to get (repayable) financial assisstance from WINZ to help with the move. I've e-mailed the landlord/property manager to ask to arrange a viewing of the inside of the property and if that goes well, then I'll put everything in forward motion to get on out of here. I...

So there is this boy, Xavi, whom I really like. He is the nicest, sweetest boy I know and is on the swim team.

The other day Xavi, several of my friends, and I were waiting for a teacher to arrive. One of my friends, Sophia, decided to show me the texts between Xavi and her. The texts basically stated that they liked each other. She knew that I liked him! Later as we walking to lunch she showed the texts to me AGAIN!

I have no idea what to do. I have been avoiding...

I accidentally slept until 3pm. Like, oops, fail. I thought somebody would wake me up after 1pm - especially as they've gone out somewhere - but apparently not. I have now set a recurring 10:30am alarm on my phone to prevent further occurrences. I think 10:30am is a perfectly reasonable time to sleep in until, and then I'll still have some morning and there will be a gap between breakfast and lunch. Which bodes well for being healthier.

Mind you, just for a bit of context, I had severe...

I like rain. It's been waaaaaay too warm for April so the rain's nice, it's cooling down the weather somewhat, which is pleasant.

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I handed in my resignation today. I'm going back on Wednesday to return my uniform and stuff. I'm...

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I've been dreading answering the phone, getting annoyed when I do, and I've noticed myself distancing from people I talk to, whether it is on MSN or here. So, for all of you who may have noticed this, I'm so, so sorry. Sometimes I even dread it when people hug me or touch me,...

Panicking, can't breathe properly and i'm shaking.
I feel like something really bad is going to happen but i don't know what. I'm so scared. >_<