Yesterday began like a typical Saturday with me helping my Dad with mowing the lawn and other yard chores. The afternoon was open, so a friend and I were out riding bikes in the neighborhood after we had played video games for a while. Somehow, I missed the fact that my Mom would be having a church gardening group meeting in the afternoon in our home. After a while, my friend and I headed to our respective homes. I put my bike in the garage and bounded into the kitchen for a snack and a cold drink....

Urghhh family meal today :/ Really don't want to go, it's just a time to critise me and go on and on and on about medical school and how theres really no other optition for me >_<

I'd rather be sitting in my room by myself but my mom said i'm anti social and selfish. I don't want to deal with everything thats going on in my family, it sounds awful but i don't care, I don't like that side of my family. I want to concentrate on myself and my studying and the people close to me :/...

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I've had a run of good days. I feel kind of guilty about this based on the amount of people suffering who frequent TH, but on the other hand, I've had my own struggles, and therefore should enjoy my good days.

Slept last night. Like properly. I wasn't too tired but it was still nice. I also "worked" last night. Olly txt me at about 3:30pm to let me know Brian was sick and asked if I could coach. I said ok. And then Rowena said to sign for my hours, so maybe I'll get paid...

What would you say if i said I was leaving everything tommorrow? Would you even care or notice, would you ever even think about me?
I'm starting to think you wouldn't, but I miss you so much.

All I've found out recently is how much people don't care, how it's okay to hurt me.
Yeah I may be bisexual and I may self harm, but it doesn't mean it's okay to call me the lesbian emo. I don't even know how they found out. I hope they leave school at the end of this year, anyway...

I don't know why I want to share this around, it's just like, something I just feel like sharing, it's my answer to that journal question, and the reply from my teacher... Yea, that's basically it. (And wow... I joined January 19th... I didn't know that.)
SO HERE IT IS!:

If you mean this gender wise, there is nothing. To be female or male gender-wise (no offense to cisgendered people [ edit anyone]) is to just follow stereotypes, according to your sex. If you mean sex-wise,...

Maths exam today :/ so nervous and I know I'm not going to do well.
Parents keep getting really angry with me because I'm looking at doing oncology and radiotherapy or child nursing instead of medicine as I'm not going to get the grades for medicine :/

Feeling so low and missing her more than ever

I haven't really been around much. I haven't really done anything, well anything worth while. I haven't been coping at all recently. Things hit me pretty hard Friday. I finished school for good, well apart from exams if I'm even still alive to sit them. I guess it hit me that she's really gone. Like I know it was last year but I remember it like it was a minute ago and I'm so tired of replaying the whole situation in my head. Desperately wanting someone to hold me and let me cry and just be there....

Okay, so I have a lot to catch up on.

Like I've found out that both of my brothers are following in my fathers footsteps.
They're becoming just like him, their both spitting images of him, they're both well on their way to becoming child molesting, addicts.

And I'm sick of being pulled down by them, it seems like every time I start to soar, or just starting to feel better they get into trouble and I get dragged into it. Like I'm guilty by association.
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YESYESYESYESYESS!!! HOT CHELLE RAE FOLLOWED ME ON TWITTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHH(': HEHEHEHE
(so happy[