What would you say if i said I was leaving everything tommorrow? Would you even care or notice, would you ever even think about me?
I'm starting to think you wouldn't, but I miss you so much.

All I've found out recently is how much people don't care, how it's okay to hurt me.
Yeah I may be bisexual and I may self harm, but it doesn't mean it's okay to call me the lesbian emo. I don't even know how they found out. I hope they leave school at the end of this year, anyway...

I don't know why I want to share this around, it's just like, something I just feel like sharing, it's my answer to that journal question, and the reply from my teacher... Yea, that's basically it. (And wow... I joined January 19th... I didn't know that.)
SO HERE IT IS!:

If you mean this gender wise, there is nothing. To be female or male gender-wise (no offense to cisgendered people [ edit anyone]) is to just follow stereotypes, according to your sex. If you mean sex-wise,...

Maths exam today :/ so nervous and I know I'm not going to do well.
Parents keep getting really angry with me because I'm looking at doing oncology and radiotherapy or child nursing instead of medicine as I'm not going to get the grades for medicine :/

Feeling so low and missing her more than ever

I haven't really been around much. I haven't really done anything, well anything worth while. I haven't been coping at all recently. Things hit me pretty hard Friday. I finished school for good, well apart from exams if I'm even still alive to sit them. I guess it hit me that she's really gone. Like I know it was last year but I remember it like it was a minute ago and I'm so tired of replaying the whole situation in my head. Desperately wanting someone to hold me and let me cry and just be there....

Okay, so I have a lot to catch up on.

Like I've found out that both of my brothers are following in my fathers footsteps.
They're becoming just like him, their both spitting images of him, they're both well on their way to becoming child molesting, addicts.

And I'm sick of being pulled down by them, it seems like every time I start to soar, or just starting to feel better they get into trouble and I get dragged into it. Like I'm guilty by association.
...

YESYESYESYESYESS!!! HOT CHELLE RAE FOLLOWED ME ON TWITTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHH(': HEHEHEHE
(so happy[

Well, sort of. You'd think I'd be tired, I'm not. I put down my book around 10:30 or 11ish last night, in keeping with my head on pillow before midnight thing that I have going at the moment.
Midnight came and went, I realised I was too hot so I stripped off. 1am came and went. Then 2am. Then I think I slept for a little bit, before waking up at 3:30am. And basically dozing until I got up. So I didn't get much sleep, at all, but I'm not tired. Which I have to admit is a pleasant change from...

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TeenHelp Newsletter #26 - May 15th 2012 - http://www.teenhelp.org

Welcome to the TeenHelp Newsletter! Our Newsletter contains a lot of useful information about our current work, including updates to our site and services, work with our partners and affiliates, details of upcoming events, short bits...

Firstly, I have some questions:
1. How do you change the font etc. of your blog without having to use the BBcodes every time? Is there a control panel somewhere? Where?
2. Images in blogs? How do you put them there?
3. How do I change the name of my blog/blog cover picture/etc? Normally I'm ok with website stuff but this is vaguely mystifying me.
So if you know the answers to any of those, could you please tell me? Thanks.

Good news! Turns out the court...

Curled up in bed, feel sick and crying. Eight exams to go in the next nine days, I've revised but still know nothing...
I'm going to fail, ruin everything... So stressed, can't cope. Self destruction >_<