Feeling worse than ever lately, alone, stupid, urges, scared, need you more than ever...

I guess it doesn't matter though, I don't think people would even notice if I went.. Pills are so useful right now.

I'm the biggest fuck-up ever.
I hate what I'm doing.
Breaking everyone.

I do love him.
I mean, I'm pretty much only still here for him.

But I love her too.
She's beautiful and understands me.

What have I done?
I've fucked it up with him.
I kissed her.
I fucking kissed her and then said she could be my girlfriend.

I'm a two-timing bitch.

He was, is the best thing that had happened to...

It's been a pretty long weekend so far, but I've had fun. A lot of you guys have bugged me for prom pictures, and I promise I will get them up before the weekend is out. Today I desperately want to rest, because I've had way too much fun.

Prom was nice, but the DJ was horrible. Nothing but rap all night, and the entire dance floor was just a bunch of dry humping. So, Jon and I found a few of our friends and went out to the balcony to relax and have fun together. I was becoming irritated...

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The scars are well hidden. The tears are nowhere to be seen.
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Kay, so I'M BACK you lucky bitches! Paha, I kid. So let me tell you's a bit about me OR maybe I'll tell you a lot.. Who knows what I'll do?!
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