I ate lunch today. A nice lunch. With cheesecake for pudding. I feel accomplished, because I was struggling really badly this morning.

I skipped breakfast and then compulsively exercised. I didn't want to but I couldn't not stop, not even when my feet hurt so badly and I could barely stand straight, never mind run.

Oh, and then I had a panic attack on the bus, followed by an obscene text and another phone call from the people harassing me.

But, with...

Hi guys. Um, I don't really know what to write but yeah what evs.. I don't understand the point of life as I've mentioned in previous blog posts. One of the hardships we face as teenagers is the constant amount of work and doubt around us. It gets to a point where you can't cope because you have all these adults around you dictating what you're going to do and what you should do. It's crazy - Whatever happened to; 'It's your life, do as you please'. That does NOT apply to any teenager, AT ALL. And...

Feeling worse than ever lately, alone, stupid, urges, scared, need you more than ever...

I guess it doesn't matter though, I don't think people would even notice if I went.. Pills are so useful right now.

I'm the biggest fuck-up ever.
I hate what I'm doing.
Breaking everyone.

I do love him.
I mean, I'm pretty much only still here for him.

But I love her too.
She's beautiful and understands me.

What have I done?
I've fucked it up with him.
I kissed her.
I fucking kissed her and then said she could be my girlfriend.

I'm a two-timing bitch.

He was, is the best thing that had happened to...

It's been a pretty long weekend so far, but I've had fun. A lot of you guys have bugged me for prom pictures, and I promise I will get them up before the weekend is out. Today I desperately want to rest, because I've had way too much fun.

Prom was nice, but the DJ was horrible. Nothing but rap all night, and the entire dance floor was just a bunch of dry humping. So, Jon and I found a few of our friends and went out to the balcony to relax and have fun together. I was becoming irritated...

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Okayy, HI GUYS! So I had my English Literature exam today and I suppose it went alright but I must say the amount of time we had was terrible! Anyway, the biggest issue wasn't the actual exam or even the time.. It was the fookin heat that was seeping through the Gym windows throughout! I was practically dying! Like WTF man?! Why would it be THAT hot?? It's our fault, us selfish humans.. All we do is take advantage of mother nature and out beautiful planet Earth! We've got to think more carefully...

Hi again.. So I randomly decided I'd blog this so here I am! I just felt like saying Demi Lovato is fricking amazing and beautiful.. I honestly never thought I'd say that about someone who became famous via Disney. It goes to show that even though she was practically brought up by Disney and was advertised as a perfect princess, living a fairy tale life she still goes through many a hardships through out her life. Her ability to be able to use her voice and speak out about what she's been through...

So, I feel like I should try to post on my blog at least once a day.. So here's me, doing just that. HI. Hope you're all doing well! Urgh, today was the longest and hottest day of my life!! Honestly, British weather goes from one fucking extreme to another. Oh AND I got gum on my trousers, WOO. Gum is such a bitch to get off things.. Um, Oh and as I was walking home some random dude squirts water at me. I was like "What the ff.." But then I figured the water was nice and cold so I didn't...

So I'm really confused. What is the point in life? I mean; you're given birth to, face a bunch of hardships throughout life and then die. It is evidently the most pointless thing in all of humanity, right?
"Surely there's more to it then that?" - a number of people ask this very question but in actual fact there is nothing more to add to the situation. There is no evidence to state 'oh how wonderful' life is and that is solely because it is not. I recently commented on a blog entry...