I kind of wished I never existed. I don't know how to function. I don't know anything. I've been told that I'm kind, that I'm mature, that I'm smart, that I know what's good for me. I don't. I don't know anything. I just do what feels fitting and live with it. I've been told I'm brave. I'm not.

Why do people exist if they're nothing? I'm nothing in every sense of the word. People make it seem like I'm something important but I'm not. It feels like I pretend almost all of the time,...

I hate the closet, but I also pretty much hate being out to people who actually kind of disrespect me without even freaking realizing it. I recognize that it's hard, but common, most of it takes just a little brain power!

I hate being in the closet because it's like lying about who I am constantly. I'm being someone that I actually am not and has not existed for the longest time. I want to be able to use my rightful pronouns and the right clothing, the right bathroom, all sorts of...

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So done. There's absolutely no point in trying. Going to quit staff. Going away. Hiding inside myself. Feel like shit.

i'm just done i cant take this anymore i feel so alone chelseys gone my life is falling apart its a year tomorrow since my little brother killed himself he was 11 and it was my fault that he died ive never told anyone this but last thing i ever said to him was that he was a worthless peice of crap who no one loves or could ever love so do us all a favor and kill yourself no one would miss you we had a fight i never meant it but i can never take it back. its been almost a year since i started cutting...

I've been dreading this day for months. I've been having nightmares about it.

I got three As and a D. Pretty decent grades, I mean the three As are good. Just the D is getting me down.

Media I was expecting a high grade. I'm dropping it even with the A because the coursework stressed me out to much. I don't want another year filled with anxiety and depression, and one way of helping that is by dropping media. Plus it means fuck all to me now that I've changed...

to be honest i dont want to die i just want to see chelsey i think its finally hit me that i'll never see chelsey again. i went to her funeral it was a open casket she doesn't even look like herself i had to leave and come home i couldn't handle it. i just miss her so much. i should be dead not her. its my fault she was there when the drunk driver was there i told her to come home cause i needed her if she didnt leave then she wouldn't of been there to get hit. i miss her and i just don't know what...

How come I get the chance to live my life and Chelsey doesn't it's not fair. i feel so lost, sad, angry, guilty, depressed, confused, hurt, heartbroken and so many other things the worst part is she was about 3 minutes away from home. I was reading through my texts and last text Chelsey sent me said I miss you. She sent it coming home from the mall I only know that cause she said before that text leaving now be home in 15 I replied ok then she sent me the I miss you one and I replied I miss you...