Leisa rang earlier. Turns out she was sick on Thursday and Friday with a stomach bug. So now I know that it wasn't entirely my diet, which is good, because I normally have a fairly strong constitution. So she said she's going to get on to getting our waste-water pipe this week. That'll be good. Yay, clean clothes.

Sam also rang. She's sounding better but disappointed about her phone. It's either been lost or stolen and we're all inclined to think stolen. Leisa said that Sam's prediction...

Every time a car drives past my unit, I get paranoid that it's going to be somebody coming to see me. I don't feel like seeing anybody at the moment. I also don't feel like conversations with any of the people I might potentially see - Leisa, Judy, Jens - I'm buzzing on my solo thing at the moment.

And the reason for that paragraph was that a car drove past my window just as I was starting this blog entry, and I had a little minor panic.

I'm wearing clothes that are...

Okay so I've liked this guy for 2 years now we fell out about 4 months ago, I've talked through this with so many people but know ones ever given me a straight answer, I text him the other day appolgising but he hasn't responded I think he's changed his number so do I mail him on Facebook? Im really stuck I really like him, he doesn't go to my school or Anything but still I really like him, he's so different! What do I do?! Help xo

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Omg I love food

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There has been a mass exodus of tape from the roll onto the backs of posters, leaping to the (brick) internal wall and affixing itself there, mostly square, except for maybe the atlas. Because regular sticky-tape didn't work. Blu-Tak fell off with genuine fear of commitment to the wall. So the big guns were called in, and double-sided sticky-tape has stood upon the podium for its victory against the painted brick wall. And the room is more colourful, and more personalised, as a result. The painting...

I too have been diagnosed with some disorders consisting of bipolar,ocd, general anxiety disorder and adhd. And all I can say is thank God that I am who I am. I am positive that life would be boring without it! Sure, I have gone through some rotten things but so have you and probably the person next to you. We are not the only ones who have problems! Instead of dwelling on them and giving ourselves self pity, lets stare it back in the face and say "I don't need you to hold me back anymore"....

I don't want to do this anymore.
I want to crawl back to ED, and back to the blade and beg for forgiveness. I want to feel the sting and burning of my flesh being sliced open. I want to feel the low hum and diziziness of hunger.
I want this to end. I don't want to be here anymore. I don't want to struggle anymore. I'm done.
Just kill me off, and end my pain & suffering.